| You
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| You’ve got a lot on your plate this week
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| A lot of promises you couldn’t keep
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| And thats just fine
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| I’m
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| Just trying not to lose my shit this time
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| Avoiding everything and saying I’m fine
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| And were out of sync
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| And I’m
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| Not sure why nothing makes me feel like getting out of bed
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| And I’m not sure whats going on inside my head
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| I’ve honestly never felt this lousy in my life before
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| It makes no sense, stop me I should be happy
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| Should be thankful for
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| The friends I have around me
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| The support of my fractured family
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| But still I’m just pretending that im fine
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| When I’m feeling lousy all the time
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| I’m such a fuck
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| I’m such a fucking piece of shit
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| And you hate me for it
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| We
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| Just haven’t really been on the same page
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| to everything you say to me
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| But I
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| I think that I’m so self aware but I just overthink
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| But still i never realize how much its been affecting
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| I’ve honestly never felt this lousy in my life before
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| It makes no sense, stop me I should be happy
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| Should be thankful for
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| The friends I have around me
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| The support of my fractured family
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| But still I’m just pretending that im fine
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| When I’m feeling lousy all the time
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| I’m feeling lousy all the time |