| When the sun goes down
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| I become what I hate
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| All the lights go out
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| All my joy fades away
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| I’m so numb right now
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| This is all that I can take
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| When I find myself
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| I pray that this goes away
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| When the sun goes down
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| I become what I hate
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| All the lights go out
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| All my joy fades away
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| I’m so numb right now
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| This is all that I can take
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| When I find myself
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| I pray that this goes away
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| I’m zonin, drivin 4 in the morning
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| This late at night I start to
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| Contemplate bout whats important
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| Man lately I feel inadequate
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| Lately I feel exhausted
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| All the things I’ve accomplished
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| How much has it all cost me?
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| Time that I can’t get back
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| The things that I’ll never see
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| The opportunity cost
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| The legacy that I’ll leave
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| The person I wanna be
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| Is constantly locked in conflict
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| Pitted against my flesh
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| My heart has succumbed to darkness
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| I don’t know what comes next
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| Guess someday I’m gonna see
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| I’m tryin to overcome, I’m dying just to believe
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| They tell me it’s just a phase
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| I’m phasing out what they speak
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| Been airing out all my baggage
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| I’m bandaging what I think
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| How many of us in our growing years were encouraged to think for ourselves and
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| question authority, come up with new ideas
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| It’s not only your… your… your umm… pleasure to think for yourself,
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| it’s your duty
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| You gotta think for yourself in the information age
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| Hours of sleep lost
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| I’m losing my sanity
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| Tryin to square it all away
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| Is quickly draining my battery
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| When the answers seem out of reach
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| My whole world starts to crumble
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| Wish the sun would just come up
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| And cast away all my troubles
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| When the sun goes down
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| I become what I hate
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| All the lights go out
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| All my joy fades away
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| I’m so numb right now
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| This is all that I can take
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| When I find myself
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| I pray that this goes away
|
| When the sun goes down
|
| I become what I hate
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| All the lights go out
|
| All my joy fades away
|
| I’m so numb right now
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| This is all that I can take
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| When I find myself
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| I pray that this goes away
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| Can you see me shaking
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| I can’t feel myself
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| Can’t get up I’m hardly breathing
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| In this living hell
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| God oh God do you still hear me
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| When I scream and cry
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| I don’t feel You if You’re near me
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| I’m so cold inside
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| If you are here totally with no pre-vision, totally an accident,
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| why are you looking for design?
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| Why are you looking for purpose?
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| Why do you talk about values?
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| None of these are self-evident, they are the existential longing of your heart
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| that life must make sense
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| That can only come if life itself has the designer behind it all that causes
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| you to hunger after what that design is all about |