Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song Sunshine To The Rain, artist - Miri Ben-Ari.
Date of issue: 31.12.2004
Song language: English
Sunshine To The Rain |
I spent my years isolated |
Couldn’t live with myself |
I was trouble as a young kid |
My tears didn’t help |
Very depressing and it was evident |
I’d fade to the deep |
All alone like these four walls came at me Barracaded cause my mind state |
I just wanted to die |
Never happiness |
Just sad time living a lie |
Rater leave me I was suicidal |
Slittin’my wrist |
Mamma thinking I was crazy |
Like use some sense |
And on them days I was feeling |
I was paining inside |
It wasn’t me It was my inner feeling coming alive |
I remember waking up like I was going to school |
Left me standing in the hospital |
Locked in this room |
Put away |
I was a troubled kid losing my mind |
Fallin’short |
Of what they expected from me everytime |
So don’t fault me if you meet me And I look to be strange |
I’m just mad that the sunshine dies in the rain |
Sunshine to the rain |
When it comes it goes again |
Even when the story ends |
Just turn the page and begin again |
Sunshine on cloudy days |
Don’t hate me I’ll never change |
Thankful I was made this way |
Your sunshine for cloudy days |
Now I was raised in a neighborhood |
With half of a dime |
If you was real it was understood |
It showed in your eyes |
Every corner had a different hustle |
Sprawled on your face |
Drug wars |
Growin’up raw cause violence the case |
… had to move along |
Quiet it’s kept |
Spoken words got you dealt with |
So ride with yourself |
I’m a juvenile |
They telling me get down for they wealth |
No getting high |
Cause when you gettin’high |
You needing some help |
As far as help |
Mine was middle though |
You know how that go Psychologically |
I deal with demons talkin’in codes |
Hopefully, I’ll get to meet Jesus |
Somewhere on this road |
Sick of hearing people screaming in my head saying no Better of if I was dead |
Cause they killing me slow |
All in all it’s just a part of my life |
Watching the show |
Ain’t nothing never came to niggaz sleep |
Except for a dream |
It’s like a movie with the ending credits etched in the screen |
I prayed my last days of sunshine |
Just die in the rain |
Kinda selfish |
But I know that dying |
Eases the pain |
Heartfelt words |
Spoken hurt |
Provided the frame |
For the picture I done painted for the master to explain |
So I leave behind my testimony |
Witness to give |
Far from holy |
But this matrimony provided the script |
To live on And live by Grow up and grow on Get on and get by So forth and so on And this here’s the last days |
I can hear the horns singin' |
I can see the red sky |
I can hear the drum beating |
I seen the dead die |
How long will they mourn Jesus |
At least I’m saved by my scriptural warn readings |
And while leaving you here |
Believe what you believe in But you don’t want to not believe |
Believe in seeing |
Don’t take this here too personal |
Cause I’m just speaking |
This is my family on my mind |