Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Sunshine To The Rain , by - Miri Ben-Ari. Release date: 31.12.2004
Song language: English
Sunshine To The Rain |
| I spent my years isolated |
| Couldn’t live with myself |
| I was trouble as a young kid |
| My tears didn’t help |
| Very depressing and it was evident |
| I’d fade to the deep |
| All alone like these four walls came at me Barracaded cause my mind state |
| I just wanted to die |
| Never happiness |
| Just sad time living a lie |
| Rater leave me I was suicidal |
| Slittin’my wrist |
| Mamma thinking I was crazy |
| Like use some sense |
| And on them days I was feeling |
| I was paining inside |
| It wasn’t me It was my inner feeling coming alive |
| I remember waking up like I was going to school |
| Left me standing in the hospital |
| Locked in this room |
| Put away |
| I was a troubled kid losing my mind |
| Fallin’short |
| Of what they expected from me everytime |
| So don’t fault me if you meet me And I look to be strange |
| I’m just mad that the sunshine dies in the rain |
| Sunshine to the rain |
| When it comes it goes again |
| Even when the story ends |
| Just turn the page and begin again |
| Sunshine on cloudy days |
| Don’t hate me I’ll never change |
| Thankful I was made this way |
| Your sunshine for cloudy days |
| Now I was raised in a neighborhood |
| With half of a dime |
| If you was real it was understood |
| It showed in your eyes |
| Every corner had a different hustle |
| Sprawled on your face |
| Drug wars |
| Growin’up raw cause violence the case |
| … had to move along |
| Quiet it’s kept |
| Spoken words got you dealt with |
| So ride with yourself |
| I’m a juvenile |
| They telling me get down for they wealth |
| No getting high |
| Cause when you gettin’high |
| You needing some help |
| As far as help |
| Mine was middle though |
| You know how that go Psychologically |
| I deal with demons talkin’in codes |
| Hopefully, I’ll get to meet Jesus |
| Somewhere on this road |
| Sick of hearing people screaming in my head saying no Better of if I was dead |
| Cause they killing me slow |
| All in all it’s just a part of my life |
| Watching the show |
| Ain’t nothing never came to niggaz sleep |
| Except for a dream |
| It’s like a movie with the ending credits etched in the screen |
| I prayed my last days of sunshine |
| Just die in the rain |
| Kinda selfish |
| But I know that dying |
| Eases the pain |
| Heartfelt words |
| Spoken hurt |
| Provided the frame |
| For the picture I done painted for the master to explain |
| So I leave behind my testimony |
| Witness to give |
| Far from holy |
| But this matrimony provided the script |
| To live on And live by Grow up and grow on Get on and get by So forth and so on And this here’s the last days |
| I can hear the horns singin' |
| I can see the red sky |
| I can hear the drum beating |
| I seen the dead die |
| How long will they mourn Jesus |
| At least I’m saved by my scriptural warn readings |
| And while leaving you here |
| Believe what you believe in But you don’t want to not believe |
| Believe in seeing |
| Don’t take this here too personal |
| Cause I’m just speaking |
| This is my family on my mind |