Lyrics Shattered Self - Mindmaze

Shattered Self

Why?
Why did this have to be?
When will I see an end?
I think I’m finally losing the will to fight
When fighting is all I’ve done
Fighting to not move on
Fighting to keep my head above the waves
Of depression and pain I felt
It’s eating me up inside
The end of suffering was only a lie
A lie that I had to live
A lie that controlled my mind
My mind left me buried behind a wall
Of sadness I knew I’d built
I know that I won’t go back
I can never face this all again
Blaming someone
Not to face my own guilt
The faults I didn’t want to see
Running from the past to keep this mask on
I should’ve stopped the pain for me
I’ve reached the end
The final breakdown
Fragments of a shattered self
A broken dream
Now I feel nothing
But regret for everything