Lyrics The Letting Go - Mindead

The Letting Go

I’m holding back the letting go
It’s so hard to hold on
Every time I’m getting up pulling you with me through
I’m fed up, I’m fed up with your emptiness
Don’t you ever bite the hand that holds you
Or fuck the soul within
Don’t you ever wake the horror inside me
Just be aware of it
Your hate is so much stronger, there’s no time for relief
The second I get up you bring me down to my knees
You tear the hole in my heart you were supposed to brim
Bizarre moments with my loved one so grim
And now you bite the hand that holds you
You fuck the soul within
Don’t you ever wake the horror inside me
Just be aware of it
I won’t be guarding to things that hurt me
So take your sickness back
I can’t believe how often I took this
There’s so much to forget
If you can’t see it doesn’t mean that I’m not hurt
When you read this I hope you start to understand
I can’t believe it, we fought so hard
In all these years
Between your everything and the never enough
Suppressing the letting go
Suppressing the letting go for far too long
There is no one that I loved more
I can’t believe it we lost in the end
Can you believe it we lost in the end