| Hey dad, umm, brought you some flowers…
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| It’s been a long time and I just felt like I had nowhere else to go
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| Mom and Tanaka miss you a lot…
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| I guess I needed somebody to talk to and
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| I just figured I’d tried everyone else but you
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| So many things changing out here
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| In some ways that would keep you from fitting in
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| Maybe no one else really fits in any more…
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| Anyway I just thought that I’d talk about my year
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| And everything that’s happened
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| And I, I just wanna walk it through with you
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| Like you’re actually here
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| Because more than over I really wish you were
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| So here goes:
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| How do I keep this momentum up?
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| Is it the truth they wanted, have I said enough?
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| Is it generic or real shit I’m letting up?
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| Have I been praying for something that never comes?
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| Like I’m a flash in the pan —
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| Even if I took the pan to try and cook a plan
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| Fry up your feelings and sauté the rules
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| And let them take it how I dish it, never let them choose
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| It’s all real for me, the feeling
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| To shoot for the moon through shatterproof glass ceilings
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| Do it for the love and the message and the meaning
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| Take the frauds you gave crowns and reveal them
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| Won’t you let me? |
| This world is getting darker
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| I’m carving puzzle pieces to try fit into a place I’ve been a part of
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| Looking left and right, then turn to God
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| Mama wanted me to get a job
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| Girlfriend left to find her sense of peace
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| Broken hearts can’t help but feeling robbed
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| Slipping deeper into this abyss
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| All I’ve ever really known is this
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| If destiny or death are looming close
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| I just pray to God He makes it quick
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| Makes it fair
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| Voices in my head, getting louder, getting louder
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| Saying «I'll take you there»
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| Spent my life just tryna prove it
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| Giving every masterpiece that’s in my mind before I lose it
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| Like I lost the ones I lost, when enough wasn’t enough
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| Let them know I send my love, let them know I send my love… |