| Both hands covering my face
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| I’m not really trying to talk to her
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| Laying down on my pillow case
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| It’s so crazy how thoughts do you
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| Day before at a carnival, good times
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| Now I’m feeling horrible
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| Birthday in a couple a days and a part of you
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| Was saying what’s wrong with you
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| And I say nothin'
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| Truth is cuz my brain cluttered
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| So I’m thinking what did she just take from it
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| She asks about my future and me being a loser
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| And I said look, I try to stay away from it
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| Coming from the man who said this the soundtrack for 2016 back in 2008
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| I had my hand covering my eyes
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| So she couldn’t see my iris formulate a lay
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| Remember live order, Lauryn Hill on the chorus that July summer
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| 6 years later and I guess I got karma
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| Should be on my third album but I’m far from it, damn
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| But she don’t understand that
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| She wanna know where her best friend at
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| Where you been at, I think he been kidnapped
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| It’s not the man she feel for, that shit whack
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| Baby, I agree with you
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| Because if I didn’t I wouldn’t even be with you
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| But it’s different when your life get a mean issue
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| Wait, let me put it like this
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| Fellas if you got a job you love then you suddenly get fired
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| And you get another gig cuz surviving is required but you wanna go back
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| To the job you had prior but your girl is saying «we got bills» as a reminder
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| And deep down she don’t know your a fighter
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| So what you do.
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| And it’s just a random thrills you know
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| Like you took an extra pill that you control
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| She’s the one that makes me feel so high
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| Hate will always kill, but love never die
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| I felt bad when she left
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| She just want me to smile more and have real conversations
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| I be thinking what’s next
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| We could be in the same room, not say one word
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| And it feel like we just met
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| Watch TV, cook each other food
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| Mad as hell at each other but we still just connect
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| That’s what love mean to me
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| I don’t want someone mad, that’s when you try and give em space
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| When they get horny then you be up in their face
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| You ain’t gotta spend money when you on a date
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| And you now deep down can’t be replaced
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| That’s ill, real, something you can feel
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| Gotta let it out there ain’t nothing you can seal
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| Ima talk about it more on LoveLustLost part 2
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| So for now just enjoy everything you hear |