Lyrics Lp Mashup - Michael Constantino

Lp Mashup

I’m tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don’t know what you’re expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
And every second I waste is more than I can take
I’ve become so numb
I can’t feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
'Bout becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like
One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme to explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
So unreal
I didn’t look out below
Watched the time go right out the window
Tryna hold on, but you didn’t even know
I wasted it all, just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually
Be a memory of a time I
Tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
In the end
It doesn’t even matter
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Here is how I fall
Confusing what is real
I bleed it out
Digging deeper just to throw it away
Just to throw it away, just to throw it away
I bleed it out
Digging deeper just to throw it away
Just to throw it away
For what I’ve done
I’ll face myself
To cross out what I’ve become
Erase myself
And let go of what I
I don’t know what’s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don’t know why I instigate
To see what I don’t mean
I don’t know how I got this way
I know it’s not alright
But I’m breaking the habit tonight
Ohhh
Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on
To so much more than I can carry
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy?
Why is everything so heavy?