| Provisionally eyed, practically alive, mistook sign for signified,
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| And so sins have often tried to run him off a cliff like Gadarene swine
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| Inside my wardrobe seem anchor bent,
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| Wondering whether we were someone better then…
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| Or maybe just better able to pretend,
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| And what better means to our inevitable end?
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| You know, I don’t know if I know, though some with certainty insist,
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| No certainty exists!
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| Well I’m certain enough of this; |
| in the past fourteen years there’s only
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| One girl I’ve kissed!
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| And the blistering heat of the Asbury peer we sat, quiet as monks on the
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| Ferris wheel.
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| You’re looking down at the water, down at the sea, I asked her «did that
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| Ever occur in fantasy? |
| where you pushed little kids from the tops of the
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| Ride?"Then she shook her head «no,"I said «Oh, neither do I."And with my Grandma’s ring, I went down on one knee.
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| And the subsequent catastrophe has since haunted me like a fiberglass ghost
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| I sent part of me (Like a fibreglass ghost to ask of my inconveniently
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| Selective memory)
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| Forgetfully you, mercifully withdrew, all the bearing
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| Points we thought we knew, days run, days set clock, our calm is shot.
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| We sailed waywardly on, singing our midnight archer songs until well past
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| Dawn. |
| It’s still dark on the deck of our boat, haphazardly blown, broken
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| Bows, our aimless arrow words don’t mean a thing
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| Tonight I think it’s pretty obvious that there’s no God. |
| And there’s
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| Definitely a God!
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| I dreamt on the rocks at the asbury dune that you jumped from the top of The log flume
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| And they gather like wolves on the boardwalk below
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| They’re howling for answers
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| No wolf can know I charged at the waves with a glass in my hand
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| I was tossed like a ball at the bottle stand
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| And I landed besides your remains on the stone where your cold finger
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| Wrapped round my ankle bone
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| Maybe ten feet away was a star, Thousands of times the size of our sun
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| Exploding like party balloons that we throw darts at Slept until our chest was full of yarn we Spun from Shetland wool. |
| Socks from where the Dorset grows, sheared and
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| Scoured hours before the rooster crows. |
| The price of German silver fell,
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| Threw this huge tailors down the superstition well. |