| I don’t care to know, the time on the wall.
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| The placement of my shoes, on the wood floor.
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| The last boat has left. |
| Can’t carry you afloat.
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| I fear the empty, wet bed. |
| The empty grey coat.
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| And I won’t go till you’re asleep.
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| You open your mouth, like an asthma attack, you repeat,
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| «If all that you take from this is courage, then I’ve no regrets.»
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| I wanted to kiss you goodnight.
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| No longer can pretend, it won’t cave in and will be alright.
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| I wanted to save this last light.
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| With dawn comes certainty of what we’ll be, for now hold me lightly.
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| I look to the floor.
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| Your hair like cut grass.
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| Your vomit it forms, a gold chain 'round your neck.
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| I won’t wake you up. |
| No need for last words.
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| These last idle hours. |
| More than I deserve.
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| «…You take from this is, courage than I’ve no regrets.»
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| Don’t settle for less again. |
| You’ve become more than I could have become for
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| you.
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| Could have inspired to be. |
| Hesitation will leave dents on the walls and the
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| rail.
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| And your scent will leave me with more faith in myself.
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| I wanted to kiss you goodnight. |
| No longer can pretend
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| It won’t cave in and will be alright.
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| Wanted to tell you I lied.
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| I said I’d make it through this world alright, but I don’t care to try.
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| I’d make it through this world alright, but I don’t care to try. |