Lyrics Beautiful Garden - Meditation Spa Society

Beautiful Garden

I can’t sleep
I feel the shadow casting over me
Drowing me in the black so I can’t breathe
I need to scream
To take the edge of the reality
To find a place that I could call my home
To call my home
Where were you
When I was fighting myself
Taking the chances on nobody else
It’s who I am
When they took it all away
They took it all away
I will never be the same
This isn’t the end
It just the first time that I’ve wanted more
An equilibrium to say the least
And my thought’s
They get the best of me
Erasing thing that I have set in stone
Where were you
When I was fighting myself
Taking the chances on nobody else
It’s who I am
When they took it all away
They took it all away
I will never be the same
You pushed me to the depths of my fucking mind
I didn’t give a fuck bottles to my luck
And I couldn’t stand all these motherfucking people
Looking at me to kill the faith that I had in you
But I didn’t want to
And I didn’t find truth in the arms of blind fools
Fuck it, I’m with it, no feelings than the all cruel
Hatred begins to set in
Oh God you’d better lay low
The black crows are calling your name
Life or death to me it’s all the
Hatred begins to set in
Oh God you’d better lay low
The black crows are calling your name
Life or death to me it’s all the same
Now I’m killing a villain, a feeling of stealing
The ceiling off of your pathetic fantasies
And so the bastard leaves
I’m drowning in what we could have been
Looking for someone to pick up the pieces
Of what you threw away
You left me hanging by a thread
My hope, is running thin
I’m drowning in the darkness
Lost and fucking alone
I need to wake up from this nightmare
Where were you (where were you)
When I was fighting myself (fighting myself)
Taking the chances on nobody else
It’s who I am (it's who I am)
When they took it all away (took it all away)
They took it all away
I will never be the same