| A child’s arms were so thin that they look like sticks
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| I bet that Jesus Christ will think the crucifix was funny
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| I wonder if he tells a story at all of his parties
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| The ones in heaven that I’ll never get to see, motherfucker
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| Rain, pour down on my face
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| I taste blood and it tastes good
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| His casket was open
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| In the ground, he went
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| I’ll let you suck my soul from my mouth into your heart
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| At one point we were two separate bodies, but now one that will never part
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| I could feel the anger that’s stuck in the ocean floor from the ship
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| I can’t escape the feeling that I’m drowning deep down in the pits
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| Love note that she left in her locker
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| If I could, I would make you mine
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| Caress, all lit with color
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| We’re dead, but we feel fine
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| Dark room that is lit by candles
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| Spirits, can you hear my cry
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| Cheetah print bag on her shoulder
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| My mom died around this time
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| Last year she was drunk and was angry
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| Like her mother was too
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| I remember when she took me on the Ferris wheel
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| And bought me those balloons
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| And I remember the way her face looked when she would tell me she needed a drink
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| Come on mom, come on mom, you don’t need a drink, oh
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| Rain, pour down on my face
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| I taste blood and it tastes good
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| His casket was open
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| In the ground, she went
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| Love note that she left in her locker
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| If I could, I would make you mine
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| Caress, all lit with color
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| We’re dead, but we feel fine
|
| Dark room that is lit by candles
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| Spirits, can you hear my cry
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| Cheetah print bag on her shoulder
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| My mom died around this time
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| Last year she was drunk and was angry
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| Like her mother was too
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| I remember when she took me on the Ferris wheel
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| And bought me those balloons
|
| And I remember the way her face looked when she would tell me she needed a drink
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| Come on mom, come on mom, you don’t need a drink, oh
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| Love note that she left in her locker
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| If I could, I would make you mine
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| Caress, all lit with color
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| We’re dead, but we feel fine
|
| Dark room that is lit by candles
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| Spirits, can you hear my cry
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| Cheetah print bag on her shoulder
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| My mom died around this time
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| «Hey, I wanted to call and tell you I had that dream again about you and dad
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| again when we used to live on Debbie Drive. |
| I was playing in the backyard with
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| Lou and thinking about that time when the climbed this pine tree and fell out
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| and hurt his arm. |
| I remember Isabella playing with Polly Pockets,
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| and I think about how horrible I was to her. |
| I wish I could go back in time
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| and drive to Blockbuster with mom and take that old road on Granger that deer
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| used to run across when it was foggy out. |
| I wish we could go fly kites at the
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| Achievement Center and ride our bikes around that lake I thought about drowning
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| myself in. I wish I could mow the yard again and see lady up at the window at
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| nothing, and I wish I could hear the doorbell ring when Blain would come over
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| and we would complain about how bored we were. |
| And I wish I wasn’t so lost in
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| my life right now. |
| I can’t seem to find peace in all this, but I want to.
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| I don’t know if God is listening, but if he is, I need your help.» |