Lyrics Where I Find Myself - Massive Ego

Where I Find Myself

Batten down the hatches and close up all the doors
Secure all the latches as my black dog uses claws
Find hard the constant battle, I admit I’m so afraid
My emotions are in tatters and nerve endings are all frayed
I came to my senses, In my heart I have a dream
Feel pressure so intense, fight or flight is all it sees
These trials and tribulations, start troubles running rife
Escaping this reality of my sad and fucked up life
When I shut myself in a room
From a fear of impending doom
With a light from the full moon
Can I find myself?
All alone in my cocoon
Where I recharge and retune
I’ll be back here one day soon
It’s where I find myself
Goes down the generations, social ineptitude
Show signs of any weakness, no masculine attitudes
I face fists that give a beating, spill blood behind the school
Avoid your eyes from meeting or pretend to act a fool
Save face and stop pretending, you can never be that cool
Feed off your biggest fear that I must accept their rules
I get by with my demons like old friendships I’ve renewed
It’s better the devil you know than the devil you didn’t choose
When you feel like you are broken
And the world’s falling apart
Still dreaming of a place
Where I find myself
Don’t leave it left unspoken
What better place to start
It’s deep within my soul
Where I find myself
It’s time that I was woken
For me to play my part
I’m reaching for the point
Where I find myself
I leave this as a token
And I hope that you’ll take heart
Tomorrow is a place
Where I find myself