Lyrics CALL U WHEN I NEED U - Masked Man

CALL U WHEN I NEED U

Call you when I need you
I don’t really need a reason
Hold you when you’re falling
But inside, I’m barely breathing
Second to the first
Making this shit worse
I hold you to the promise
But the promise ain’t worth keeping
No one on my speed dial
No one for emergencies
All this pain on me and I can’t feel a sense of urgency
They took everything from me and killed it in the first degree
Can’t find a way to show a motherfucker how they hurting me
Feels so anesthetic way
I don’t feel at all
Nobody gonna care 'til they see the final fall
Flying through the air 'til I can’t feel my palms
Ascnsion from depression, I can finally scale th walls
So much hurting on this earth and I can’t wait until it’s over
I been drowning all my hurting, it just come back when I’m sober
All these negatives too heavy and it’s weighing on my shoulders
And it’s crazy how they try and warm up to you when you colder
Try to see shit different but I only see reflections
Try to look an apology but only get deflections
Try to look for different friends I got nothing but wrong attentions
I don’t want this shit to end but I’m way past pretending