| The eve on the death bed
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| Preparation for the way to God
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| Firm belief in the salvation of soul
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| Readness to die
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| The whole life with faithfulness to the Master
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| Suffering from His trials
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| Wallowing in dust under His legs
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| For acquirement of His favour
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| The «loving» of enemies
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| Exposing of the other face
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| The humble surviving in fear
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| The boasting about suffering
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| But only one
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| Your real pleasure
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| Trust that your torturers
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| Won’t avoid the hand of God
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| You are writhing in heavy convulsion
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| On the verge of agony
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| Whilst your night mares
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| Have still a lot of strenghts
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| Awakening from a dark dream
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| Just before the coming of eternal sleep
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| Disclosure of severe truth about God
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| Only too late!!!
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| The loss of trust in the power of God
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| Misbelief in his justice
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| Life wasted in lies and fear
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| Late throwing off of Christian fetters
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| Sudden fear from death
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| The rage towards powerlessness of a dying body
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| Disinterest in confession and absolution
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| Only enormous longing for revenge
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| Awakening in death
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| Revenge instead of confession
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| Volcano of unbelief and hate
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| Erupts in your mind
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| You hate all livng people
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| Your only wish is the revenge upon them
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| You wasted your time — you are dying
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| You are leaving without revenge! |