| Sometimes I try not to hate myself
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| For everything I never said
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| When you were here
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| And so I’m burning up photographs
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| Of what was a perfect past
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| Cause I’m still here
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| But I’m barely holding on
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| Where did I go wrong
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| Choking on the difference
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| Between me and the world
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| And ever since you’ve been gone
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| I’ve been torn apart
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| I know that you can’t hear me but
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| I’m still hurt
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| And I wish you were here
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| It’s so hard that I try to bury it
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| Pretend that you didn’t exist
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| So I can be strong
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| But I feel sick
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| And I feel diseased
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| Cause everyone abandons me
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| And I can’t move along
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| Cause I’m barely holding on
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| Where did I go wrong
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| Choking on the difference
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| Between me and the world
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| And ever since you’ve been gone
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| I’ve been torn apart
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| I know that you can’t hear me but
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| I’m still hurt
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| And I wish you were here
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| I can not pretend you didn’t exist
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| Misery is just a state of mind
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| Hiding from the world’s no way to live
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| So I’ll convince myself that I’ll be fine
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| I’ll be fine
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| But since I lost you I’m barely holding on
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| Where did I go wrong
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| Choking on the difference between
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| Me and the world
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| And ever since you’ve been gone
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| I’ve been torn apart
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| I know that you can’t hear me but
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| I’m still hurt
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| So I look up to the stars
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| And wonder out loud
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| Why everything I had in life
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| Has fallen from my arms
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| Can you even hear this song?
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| I’m screaming at the clouds
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| Screaming to a galaxy
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| That never cared at all
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| That I need you here |