| Wake up in the morning and I drink my coffee
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| But now my girl knows I don’t like talking
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| Till I (Wake up!)
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| She knows not to take it personal
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| Until I’ve had a cigarette my mood is irreversible
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| That’s how it’s always been but things have gotten worse
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| Cause now for me to start the day I gotta pop a Perc
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| Started out for fun, it was purely recreation
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| But now my mind is on a permanent vacation
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| Lost my motivation, lost my inspiration
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| My mission every day is escaping from reality
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| Calling people back and paying bills a technicality
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| It doesn’t really matter cause I as long as I got twenty pills
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| A couple new movies and my girl comes to my house to chill
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| I even got her hooked for a while when she asked, «How's it feel?»
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| But she’s responsible, she passed that phase
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| Now people look at her like why the fuck he act that way?
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| I gotta (Wake up!)
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| About three years ago we were doing a show and we drank like usual cause we
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| drink for every show. |
| And my homeboy asked like, «Hey, you wanna try a Percocet?
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| «And I was like, «Okay, I’ll try it.» |
| He was like, «Yeah you’ll have more fun.
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| «So I remember doing that show and it was just like BOOM. |
| It was like
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| everything was so much brighter…
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| You can ask anybody that does dope, the opiate is like utopia
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| It’s tough to cope with it, I quit for six weeks and do it for two months
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| The problem with that: I was just gonna do it once
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| One day turns to two into a week
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| Until I’m locked inside my house and I’ve turned into a freak
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| Jump around my living room at five in the morning
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| With the music so loud you’d think that I was performing
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| And if that ain’t a warning that I’ve gone too far
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| After shopping I can never seem to find my car
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| And it’s a shocking, that’s a fact and you’re walking forth and back
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| And you’re talking to your dogs and your dogs are talking back
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| And they are not even with you, they are back up at your place
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| Only to find you’re in your bathroom scratching at your face
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| And I’m trapped in outerspace, by then you’d figure it’s quits
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| I fall asleep sitting up with the cigarette lit, shit wake up
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| I started getting more like deep into it like I’d do it for the weekends and
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| all of a sudden it’d be Monday I’d get high and then Tuesday I’d get high and
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| then I’d wake up in the morning and say, «Fuck it, I’ll just keep the blinds
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| closed and get high from when we wake up yo till six, seven in the morning.
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| «And before you know it a month’s gone by
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| I’m acting like a clown but think that I’m debonair
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| I can’t dance but when
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| I’m stoned I’m better than Fred Astaire
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| With a voice like Sinatra, I really
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| Can’t sing
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| Looking in front of the mirror posing like James Dean
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| (Wake up) Come on, let’s get realistic
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| When I quit this shit I get real distant
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| And I don’t even look at my reflection
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| Sing? |
| Shit I sound like a trombone section
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| Stoned I feel young, detoxed I feel old
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| Feels like my fucking heart’s gonna stop then explode
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| So cold I start shaking, my body is aching
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| Well that’s what I get for partying in the matrix
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| I got a problem let’s face it
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| While you listen to this song I’m probably wasted
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| Acting crazy, people looking at me like I’m a pyscho
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| Gotta give my a head a shake, it’s time to break this cycle
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| Need to (Wake up)
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| You know you think you got that shit under control but if I’m doing it every
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| day how could I be having shit under control? |
| You gotta be happy with life as
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| it is; |
| with your mind clear, you know? |
| It’s kind of crazy because even when I
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| think about like myself in the future I think yeah I’ll have like a little
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| secret room in my house and I can go escape for the night and get stoned.
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| It’s kind of fucked up I guess. |
| It’s like I’m incorporating getting high into
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| my future. |
| That’s probably not the best look |