| Sat ‘til I became numb, now life’s hectic
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| Moved home, changed my system to metric
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| Build my strength now I’ve come back to wreck shit
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| Battleaxe skull, face paint like a Juggalo
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| Split personality, my mind’s playing tug of war
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| Vampires flying through my loft, spit rugged flows
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| Drink from a bucket of blood, doing my drug of choice
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| I was doing dangerous things
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| I was a spellbound hellhound, disabled my wings
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| Now I believe in angels and saints, they talk to me
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| Now the Silver Surfer’s flying through space
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| Aye
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| You’re beautiful in studio mode
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| But be done with all the coke and pharmaceuticals though
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| I feel this light on my left shoulder partially shine
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| Lost pieces of myself, they’re getting harder to find
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| My constituents, monsters that pop obituates
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| And everybody living like the cops still listening
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| There’s a riot going on in my mind, not pretty
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| Can’t say, just be glad I’m not your next door neighbour
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| Ayo, you feel up
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| Yeah, you feel up
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| Yeah, you feel up
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| But it all falls down
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| Yeah, you feel up
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| Yeah, you feel up
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| Now you’re way up
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| ‘Cause it all falls down
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| Reflecting on a life filled with pain and regret
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| Whole time I’m being watched by the angel of death
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| Devil on my shoulder tried to sever my wings
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| But now I’m stomping on this monster with a devilish grin
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| Where do I want to end up?
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| Up in heaven with wings
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| But ‘til I get sent up build the heaven within
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| I’m still a sinner but surrender my soul
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| Just because you find a rainbow doesn’t mean you’re gonna end up with gold
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| Lightbulb shines above my head like «I got it»
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| It’s a bright idea, the light’s high wattage
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| Pop out of dark corners and bark orders
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| Still know how to make a dollar, four quarters
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| See the lines? |
| It is due to the stress
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| Twenty years of my life, friends were shooters with vests
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| You already heard the story, I’m a beautiful mess
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| Even at rock bottom I’m still suitably dressed
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| Ayo, you feel up
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| Yeah, you feel up
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| Yeah, you feel up
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| But it all falls down
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| Yeah, you feel up
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| Yeah, you feel up
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| Now you’re way up
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| ‘Cause it all falls down |