| So I guess this is where I tell you what I learned
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| Life is to short to be pissed off all the time
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| They wanna hear me talk about some regular shit
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| But I am not a regular kid (Nope)
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| And I cannot remember shit that I did
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| Cause my memory’s shit
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| Looking back at my life, oh god. |
| Kinda hard to face
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| Try not to reminisce. |
| I’ve been in the darkest place
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| I understand the feeling of depression
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| And truly understand the feeling of aggression
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| I’m talking blood boiling. |
| I’m talking seeing red
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| I’m talkin' fits of jealousy, that should be me instead
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| When I see jealousy with girls, also had it bad
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| I fell in love so bad, that shit also drove me mad
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| I’ve been back stabbed, center of that shit talkin'
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| Picked my heart up off the ground and I kept walkin'
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| Insults thrown hard, I’ve been hit often
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| Killin' all my problems, I’mma need a big coffin
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| There’s nobody to blame but myself
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| 'Cause no one feel the pain but myself
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| How come rappers always wanna talk about wealth
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| And leave the real shit on the shelf
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| Someone explain it to me
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| Life moves so fast then it’s over
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| Nobody really tryna stop to smell the roses
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| I got a fucked up past, I need closure
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| At least now I’m tryna stop to smell the roses
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| Life goes so quick, then it’s over
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| It took everything I had to get sober
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| I gotta make things right to have closure
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| At least now I’m tryna stop to smell the roses
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| I think of all the things I’ve done. |
| I should be proud
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| People try entering my life, I’m like keep out
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| (please record your message)
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| Cause I don’t trust you
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| Let me rephrase that, I only trust few
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| Trust me
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| There’s been way to many disappointments
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| Might be why I’m always late, not trippin' if I miss appointments
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| Look. |
| I’m not a fan of human beings in general
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| Look at how the meat gets to our dinner plate, it’s criminal
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| That’s why I love dogs. |
| Man I love dogs
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| Love is unconditional, that’s why I also love God
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| I love Jesus and my Guardian Angels
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| That’s why I love my family and never party with strangers
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| I’m super picky with new friends, I keep it real tight
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| Depression still a problem, something that I still fight
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| I don’t give a fuck about a social life, that’s ill right?
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| Focus on today and being happy, that is real life
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| Life moves so fast then it’s over
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| Nobody really tryna stop to smell the roses
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| I got a fucked up past, I need closure
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| At least now I’m tryna stop to smell the roses
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| Life goes so quick, then it’s over
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| It took everything I had to get sober
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| I gotta make things right to have closure
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| At least now I’m tryna stop to smell the roses
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| (Third verse, go.)
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| I used to try to impress people
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| Now I could give a flying fuck about people
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| Don’t get it wrong I got some friends that are amazing
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| A couple great EX girl friends that drove me crazy
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| It wasn’t their fault, I am just a recluse
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| Love to sit at home, and write rhymes and let the freak loose
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| I’ve gotta get 7 teeth pulled, real shit
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| How come all these rappers they afraid to talk 'bout real shit
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| (Tell me that)
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| A bunch of liars make me real sick
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| Regurgitated saturation’s what we deal with
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| It’s all good though, keep workin' I’m not lazy
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| I’m here to rap and tell my fans it’s ok to be crazy
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| We’re all a little crazy (That's for fact)
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| That’s a special bonus
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| While their favorite rapper is a demented tatted Leprechaun
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| I’ve learned a lot in life, happy to be teaching
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| Just know that if you need me you can reach me
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| Life moves so fast then it’s over
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| Nobody really tryna stop to smell the roses
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| I got a fucked up past, I need closure
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| At least now I’m tryna stop to smell the roses
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| Life goes so quick, then it’s over
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| It took everything I had to get sober
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| I gotta make things right to have closure
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| At least now I’m tryna stop to smell the roses
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| Like I said before and i’ll say it again
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| It’s OK to be a little crazy man
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| Beat by Young Aspect
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| Finishing touches and mixed by Rob the Viking
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| This is BaxWar Family
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| Keep it in house, the books are closed. |