Lyrics Pushing The Angels Astray - Machinista

Pushing The Angels Astray

I’ve been thinking a lot about death lately
Is it fear of dying, nostalgia is dead?
I’m cleaning out my head
All these relations and things I´ve done
I will lay them to rest and start again
From square number one
All I’m trying to do
I’m pushing the angels astray
I’m just not ready yet
Is there any hope for me?
I’m standing frozen in the hallway
My face in the mirror staring at me
It won’t leave my mind
I wish I only could be high
I wish I could fly away like the bird
Or like the angels i´m pushing away
'Cos I’m pushing the angels
'Cos I’m pushing the angels
Keeping my faith to myself lately
Is it fear of losing or dying?
I push my angels astray