| We gon' do another off in right now | 
| We gon' do another one in fifteen minutes | 
| And we gon' do one mo', right after that | 
| Yes, women you lookin' so very beautiful here today | 
| Some of you with the same thang on from the club last night | 
| The Lord giveth and the Lord taketh away | 
| Oh Lord Jesus I wish you’d taketh away Sister Mary’s wig | 
| Oh you disrespectin' the House of God with that thing | 
| It don’t even look real; | 
| aww, it’s testimony time | 
| Oh who is that? | 
| Young Chris Bridges | 
| Boy I’m glad you finally grew into them ears | 
| Go on and testify | 
| Lord, please forgive me for the mistakes I’ve made | 
| And thanks for keepin' my momma safe when she wrecked my Escalade | 
| See I could replace a Cadillac but I can’t replace my momma | 
| I’m sorry for the hip-hop beefs, we sorry for the drama | 
| But you gotta understand us rappers ain’t never had nothin | 
| And one’s loss is another’s gain so we gotta grab somethin | 
| Lord, got so many questions I need the answers to | 
| And sorry for the thangs I put my baby’s mama through | 
| I feel that women are really the strongest human beings | 
| But why do you make 'em so emotional, and other minor things | 
| I guess it’s your way of sayin' we gotta love 'em and gotta praise 'em | 
| Cause without 'em we’d be nothin', plus our kids they gotta raise 'em | 
| While we, out and about and seein' what life has to offer | 
| But if you offer a new life then what we need is better fathers | 
| Either I’m smarter cause of my daughter or I’m just too dense | 
| I’m 28 years old, it just now started makin' sense | 
| And I’ve been… | 
| Searchin' so long, I was lost in the clouds | 
| I’m tryna' stay strong, and make you proud | 
| It took me some time, but now I see | 
| That He resides, in me yeah, yeah | 
| Lord, forgive me for anytime a fan said I was bein' rude | 
| I’m only human, I’m not always in the best of moods | 
| But thanks for givin' the gift of rap to write my feelings down | 
| And sorry for cursin' sometimes but feelings make me shout 'em out | 
| Forgive the people that wanna blame everything on rap music | 
| If they didn’t live it they can’t relate or even adapt to it | 
| Forgive those who don’t think I’m great and wanna see me go | 
| Forgive Oprah for editin' most my comments off her show | 
| Don’t get me wrong, I know some people got a image to hold | 
| But those who criticize the youth might just be gettin' too old | 
| We still travellin' through life, findin' what’s right or wrong | 
| I know some folks may not agree or even like this song | 
| But I’m just speakin' MY truth, cause I heard it sets you free | 
| And my conversation’s with God, even though he speaks through me | 
| I’m smarter cause of my daughter, and I’m NOT too dense | 
| I’m 28 years old, it just now started makin' sense | 
| And I’ve been… | 
| I’ve been searchin' so long | 
| I admit that I’ve been lost in them clouds | 
| I’m just tryna' stay strong baby | 
| You know I’mma make you proud | 
| I know life is full of contradictions | 
| I’m tryna' become a better man | 
| Prayin' for redemption, each and every day | 
| (Hallelujah, as the choir sings) | 
| Searchin' so long (so long) lost in the clouds (in the clouds) | 
| Tryin' to stay strong, and make you proud — make you proud! | 
| Took me some time (took me some time) now I see (oh now I see) | 
| He resides, in me (yeah) | 
| (Ladies and gentlemen, we have a special guest in the house tonight, | 
| came with some words of encouragement, Bishop Eddie Long) | 
| — repeat 2X, minus ad libs | 
| What you just heard is real life | 
| It’s real life for you, it’s real life for many | 
| It’s about where you been, yet at the same time you | 
| Ay, you find yourself, in the midst of conflict and turmoil | 
| Yes I’m talkin' to you, in the midst of conflict and turmoil | 
| Cause you realize HEY — it’s, time to change right now | 
| And in the middle of that I wanna say this | 
| The Bible says that when I was a child, I spoke as a child | 
| I understood as a child, I fought as a child | 
| Hey, but when I became a man | 
| I put away those, childish things | 
| Did you not know that your environment has shaped you? | 
| Where you were born, in the projects, in the ghettoes | 
| In the upper downtown, wherever it was | 
| The people around you, the things around you | 
| Cause you to do strange things because, you were seeking to learn | 
| But what you learned, was on the streets, and not in the book | 
| God called you a prophet | 
| When you open up your mouth, everything of God comes out | 
| And it commands attention, it commands change | 
| I’m talking about the power, that’s inside of you | 
| And in the midst when you’re, starting to understand | 
| That I caught the wrong message, and now it’s time | 
| I’m hearing from God, what amazing experience, as you hear from God | 
| He said, «Is there forth any man be in Christ, he is a new creation» | 
| Old things are passed away, somebody needs to hear that and behold | 
| Everything becomes new, and when everything becomes new in you | 
| It’s time to stop the killing | 
| I said it’s time to stop the stealing | 
| It’s time to stop disrespecting our women | 
| It’s time for us to come home and raise our children | 
| It’s time for us, to really mould our communities | 
| It’s time for us, not to get hooked up in religion | 
| But to get hooked up in relationship, with God | 
| And the amazing thing about it | 
| Is wherever you find yourself right now, you can confess | 
| And you can tell God «I'm sorry; | 
| I had the wrong cue, I was doing the wrong thing | 
| I was going after things that I thought were right, but it wasn’t right | 
| And now that I’m getting it right, I’m asking you to forgive me | 
| And I may have done the things, that they said I did | 
| But I’m not, who they say I am; | 
| I am who you made me to be | 
| And I’m changing in that, and it takes a few moments | 
| But every time I fall down, I’ll get right back up | 
| And every time I make a wrong turn, I’ll get myself back in line | 
| Because I recognize, I have been called, for such a time as this!» | 
| You can’t resist the change | 
| And you’re not condemned by your yesterday | 
| If you can grab hold of your now, and move in your destiny | 
| Move, change, and be, now! | 
| Searchin' so long, lost in the clouds | 
| Tryin' to stay strong, and make you proud — make you proud! | 
| Took me some time (took me some time) now I see | 
| He resides (He resides) in me (in me yeah) |