| This been feeling like a journey that I just begun
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| Following paths that I thought I knew I never could
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| Not looking back cause those problems never let me up
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| Like yo I’m past that actually no, I know I’m good
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| Know I learned my lesson, know I got my fill of bittersweet adolescence
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| Writing off my curiosity, deflecting animosity, and know it’s possibly
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| Because my satisfaction from the answers to questions I thought
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| I needed really just kept me upset
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| How am I so down if I’ve never been up yet
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| How am I so lucky if I’ve never had success
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| And am I really who I wanna be with all these regrets
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| These hidden secrets, I still get defensive
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| And I’m still knee deep in sins, keep my pride near my dreams
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| Keep my style in the end
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| No denying where I am, no more hiding I’m still here
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| Oh, and I can feel it running through my veins
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| Outta control it’s something I can’t contain
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| Oh I don’t know why I’m still on this chase
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| Well I feel as I might jetstream off to space
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| And I’m still thankful for my anchors keeping me in place
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| Helping me stay where I should stay until I find my way
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| I’m still happy for my lover she’s my favorite thing
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| And happy for my mother there’s no other like her
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| Telling me make a song about her while I’m still a writer
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| Thankful for brothers I was born with, those I’ve made, those I’ve lost
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| For my manager and Daniel and for Garrett and for Dahm
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| And for everybody who listens to me sing these songs
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| It’s been awhile but I’m finally on, it’s been a minute but they’re finally long
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| I’ve been attentive and dismissive like hey what’s up, oh wait, I’m gone
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| I’ve done two tours but still haven’t done my own, like what’s that like
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| And I still ramble like a child, like this is love, sadkid two
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| But if you made it this far, then the sadKiD loves you |