| Everything is fine, everything is so fine
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| Everything is fine, everything is so fine
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| 'Cause I’m good, so good
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| 'Cause I’m good, so good, so good
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| I wish you would, I wish you would
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| I wish you would, I wish you would
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| I wish you would, this is my life
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| This is my all, this is my all
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| And now I’m happy, right now I’m happy, but sometimes
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| I’ma get up in your mind right now
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| I’ma get up in your, I’ma get it
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| Gon' get up, gon' get up
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| Gon' get up, get up, get up, get up
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| I’ma get up in your mind right now
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| Make you feel like dying right now
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| I’ma make you pray to God
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| To the good old Lord for a sign right now
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| To the good old Lord
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| I’ma get up in your mind right now
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| Make you feel like dying right now
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| I’ma make you pray to God
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| To the good old Lord for a sign right now
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| To the good old Lord
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| «I'ma make it some day some how» what you telling yourself
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| But you ain’t focused on what’s important: mentality, health Everybody in the
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| world only want one thing, what’s that?
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| Infinite power and a pocket full of wealth
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| Its like ohhh I’ma bring it back to the basics
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| Nobody can erase it
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| People in the street going ape shit
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| Battling depression but nobody wanna say shit
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| I’ma bring it back to the basics
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| I’ma bring it back to the basics
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| I’ma get up, get on
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| That’s what I been on
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| Fuckin' with your mind, tryna turn shit on
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| But they want to paint me as a villain
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| Even though I’m here to open their mind
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| Through the rhyme of life
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| I gotta open their mind and design the right time
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| To make a decision and get in 'em like an incision
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| 'Cause I’ma hit 'em and give 'em livin'
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| They wonder what I’m giving, I’ma never give in
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| I gotta let everybody know
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| I’m in their mind right now
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| I’ma get up in your mind right now
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| Make you feel like dying right now
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| I’ma make you pray to God
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| To the good old Lord for a sign right now
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| To the good old Lord
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| I’ma get up in your mind right now
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| Make you feel like dying right now
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| I’ma make you pray to God
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| To the good old Lord for a sign right now
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| To the good old Lord
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| I’ma bring it back to the basics
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| Nobody can erase it
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| People in the street going ape shit
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| Battling depression but nobody wanna say shit
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| Why nobody wanna say:
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| I been living with this everyday
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| Why nobody wanna say:
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| Everything will be ok
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| I’ma bring it back to the basics
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| Everything will be okay
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| I remember somehow, someway
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| I remember somehow, someway
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| I remember somehow, someway
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| I remember somehow, someway
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| It was December of 2015 in sunny Los Angeles California in the heart of
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| Hollywood
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| I stood next to my wife in a line surrounded by hundreds of other people on our
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| way to watch Star Wars
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| When suddenly I was engulfed with fear and panic
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| As my body began to fade
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| In this moment my mind was full of clarity
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| But my body insisted it was in danger
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| I looked around and I told myself I was safe, I was fine
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| But I was convinced that something was wrong
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| Before I knew it I felt as though I was going to
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| Fall and fade away
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| My body grew weak
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| And soon enough I found myself in a hospital bed being told what I went through
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| was anxiety
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| I refused to believe this story
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| I searched and searched for the cause of what had happened to me
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| I began to feel detached from reality
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| I felt as though I was seeing the world through a glass
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| I got blood work done
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| Analysis of my mind and body to no avail
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| The doctor said it was anxiety
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| But how could it be anxiety?
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| How could anxiety make me physically feel off balance?
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| How could anxiety make me feel as though I was fading from this world and on
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| the brink of death?
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| Derealization
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| The sense of being out of one’s body
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| I’m not here
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| I’m not me
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| I’m not real
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| Nothing is
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| Nothing but this feeling of panic
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| Nobody understands
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| Nobody knows the sufferings
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| This physical feeling
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| It can’t be anxiety
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| It can’t
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| Or can it?
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| Can it in fact be the mind controlling the body?
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| Yeah, of course
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| I’m so in control of my mind and my body
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| But I’m subconsciously forcing myself into a state
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| Of self bondage entangled by the ropes of my own mind
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| I am unhappy
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| Not with life
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| But with this feeling
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| I am scared, I am human, I am a man
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| But I look in the mirror and I see a child
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| I am an adult who recognize grown ups don’t really know shit
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| And they never did
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| And it scares me
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| Cause now I’m just a grown up who doesn’t know shit
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| But one thing is I do know this feeling, this horrible feeling is going to kill
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| me
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| No, no this feeling
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| This anxiety is nothing
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| I have anxiety
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| Just like you, the person I wrote this for
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| And together we will overcome this feeling
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| We will remember despite the attacks and constant feeling of our mind and body
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| being on the edge
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| That we are alive
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| And any moments we have free of this feeling we will not take for granted
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| We will rejoice in this gift that is life
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| We will rejoice in this day that we have been given
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| We will accept our anxiety and strive for the betterment of ourselves
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| Starting with mental health
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| We will accept ourselves as we are
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| And we will be happy with the person we see in the mirror
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| We will accept ourselves
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| And live with anxiety |