
Date of issue: 29.06.2015
Age restrictions: 18+
Record label: Landmark Entertainment
Song language: English
Open Doors |
Scared to check so I press ignore |
Life is best when you’re less informed |
But life’s a mess when you’re pressing forward |
Sorry sis for that call I missed |
If I pick up now then I’m stressing more |
I don’t know why I’m this way |
I don’t know why I’m afraid |
I know if my mother was here |
She’ll tell me «Let go of your fears, quit all you’re crying and pray» |
Telling you why I’m ashamed |
Why I denied what I’ve gained |
Why I’m not eager to talk |
Cuz my father’s old and he works too much and I feel at fault |
And I’m still chasing my dreams |
And he sacrificed for my goals |
And his only joy is through me |
So his time to chill is on hold |
And that’s more pressure on me |
But I made the choices myself |
And it’s time for me to grow up |
But there’s no one left that can help |
Just me |
I can’t get enough, All I wanna to do is give you more |
But did I mess up? |
While chasing these open doors |
Till they close |
I don’t know, I don’t how long |
I hope you see it, before you’re gone |
Trapped in a maze that I made myself |
Hardest song ever but it may not help |
Spoke my mind, just the way I felt |
Never dawned on me any shamed I dealt |
I was just trying to get free |
I was just trying to convey what was wrong |
Never considered how people would look at my family or judge my father and mom |
What am I wrong? |
Should I be calm? |
Should I be quiet and silence my plead? |
Should I pretend like I wasn’t infected, infected with such an abusive disease? |
Wasn’t neglect, Wasn’t disgust |
You can do everything right as you must |
You can be over protected as parents and still see your child a victim of lust |
I am the proof, this shits the truth |
You can accept it and just be aloof |
Simply come blinded and often reminded |
You cannot control what’s out of your view |
This is the few |
And it’s still enough to do damage |
Looking back what I was looking at |
And those Obstacles but I’ll manage |
I can’t get enough |
All I wanna to do is give you more |
But did I mess up? |
While chasing these open doors |
Till they close |
I don’t know, I don’t how long |
I hope you see it, before you’re gone |
Before you’re gone, I hope you see it |
Before you’re gone, I mean it |
Before you’re gone, one step closer |
Before you’re gone, the dream |
Before you’re gone, to give you everything |
Before you’re gone, after all you’ve given me |
Before you’re gone, one step closer |
I can’t get enough |
All I wanna to do is give you more |
But did I mess up? |
While chasing these open doors |
Till they close |
I don’t know, I don’t how long |
I hope you see it |
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