| I’ve been dealing with this my whole life
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| Other peoples opinions I used to hold tight
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| I had to ask myself Would you rather be broke and have friends or Get money
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| with those you don’t like
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| Quick decision when niggas think you ain’t meant to rise
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| Cause jealousy is just insecurity in disguise
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| The stench of pride is what’s holding you niggas back
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| So I don’t feature on track unless you paying or I sense a vibe
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| They been sleeping on what I say hard
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| Now they finally acknowledged I’m passing their bar
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| These industry niggas is like bitch they see me with another broad now I’m
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| suddenly on their radar
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| Waved off what I may loss when it breaks one way to be great
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| But I had to separate my fate to display who was fake
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| I can say it with faith
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| Never trust a person so stubborn they won’t admit when they make a mistake
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| Fuck your validation I don’t embrace your admiration
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| I don’t reply to niggas cries I don’t care or have the patience
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| I just say what’s on my mind
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| You can take it how you take it
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| You can drape yourself in lies
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| I would rather stand here naked
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| I don’t regret the path I’m taking
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| I demand what I’m endowed
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| I admit that my mistakes got out of hand cause I was proud
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| My family said it was blatant I was stranded in clouds
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| But it’s hard to see the stage till you standing in the crowd
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| Never the type to feed excuses Never take light
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| What seems as useless
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| Try to rewrite the themes of music that is a plight
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| That seems elusive
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| I don’t expect for you to catch what I’ve been doing that’s the caption
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| I don’t talk about success I just prove it in my actions
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| I just use it as my traction and it’s more fuel for my passion
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| They keep asking what would happen once I see loss?
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| Of course I’m still hungry there’s nothing for me to feed off
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| My nigga Tone said some things that I’ll never forget
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| Never let money stress you out and don’t ever regret
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| Choices you’ve made when these doubters try to negate you
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| Just keep making music that real people relate to
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| And that was our conversation in front of Dream
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| But when does my occupation become a dream
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| Said everything you work for is worth more than you can gage
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| You gotta see these things through don’t ever skip a stage
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| Ripped the stage at South By, then told the south bye
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| As I rushed to airport hope they remember me
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| On this flight with bigger rappers felt embarrassed I was careless
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| With my talent and drowned in my insecurities
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| Pulled my hood down shut my eyes closed pretend I’m sleep
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| But I can still hear them laughing from over my seat
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| Probably random not intended as such but I used it as my motivation instead of
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| being my crutch
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| I was so blind for so long in my mind did no wrong
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| I prolonged what should have been the first path I rode on
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| But hold on life can only give you what you take to long to live
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| Even my mother said I pray that you don’t make it big (what?) Thought she said
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| it as disrespect to me
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| But now I understand that she was just protecting me
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| Expect to see some speed-bumps when you fast forward
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| Just be careful what you ask for |