| Such a beautiful setting, life’s good
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| My music’s finally spreading
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| Looking back on the time when I wasn’t getting the recognition deserved but I’m
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| hanging on by a threading
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| I’m letting go of the guilt and the pain that I once carried, could’ve been a
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| victim myself but escaped barely
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| I, rarely make excuses, look what he endured, my girl left the same week I had
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| to leave on tour. |
| Damn
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| And they say that it’s perfect timing just think of all the women you’ll meet
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| in them cities rhyming
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| But I’m lying if I said I was over it right away cause everything you do in
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| dark comes out in the light of day
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| I had to readjust my thoughts, put me first. |
| I lost myself and my relationship,
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| it could be worse
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| But instead he works with more passion than I started with, rather say it now
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| than resent you because I harbored it
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| Guarded by my goals, blinded through what I’m searching for, lost a couple
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| friends but it’s something more that I’m working towards
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| Certain rewards that you get when you just forget to care, chasing down someone
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| that’s chasing something that isn’t there
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| And to myself that just isn’t fair we all deserve to be happy, I mean who isn’t
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| scared?
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| This for my niggas still with me that’s bearing this, what good is having
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| success when there’s no one to share it with?
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| So long, so long, how do I stay so long?
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| No matter what it takes hold on
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| No matter what it takes go on
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| And it feels like it’s more than I can handle, so what am I suppose to do when
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| life loops like a sample?
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| And I throw away my crutch
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| And I try to clutch when it’s cancelled
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| Nothing left there but despair, no one’s substantial
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| And people only see what they want to see
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| When they want to, I try not to judge
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| Cause you never know what they’re going through
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| Going through what is possibly just a phase
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| Are these rappers better than me?
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| I would contemplate it for days
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| I stayed in my place unaware of the damage
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| When you loyal to a fault, some people will take advantage
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| I, managed to get out of the deal I was once in, so what makes you think I
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| would rush to do it again?
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| If I ever look back, that’s the moment I stumble
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| There’s a very thin line between insecure and humble, huh
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| Between cocky and confident
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| But I’m still here so I take both as a compliment
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| So long, so long, how do I stay so long?
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| No matter what it takes hold on
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| No matter what it takes go on
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| So long, so long, how do I stay so long?
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| No matter what it takes hold on
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| No matter what it takes go on |