
Date of issue: 20.09.2018
Song language: English
Unloved |
My legs are too thick and then they’re too small |
I’m everything I hate and then I’m nothing at all |
I want him to see me, I want him to stay |
But if he says he wants me I will push him away |
I skip my dinner, I paint my face |
He picks me up, we stay up late |
I close the door, I’ve lost my way |
So I drown myself in pain |
The food, the clothes, the boys, my drugs |
I push it down, I lock it up |
So many ways to waste my time |
I use it all to dry up the flood |
It’s only 'cos I wanna feel loved |
I feel so unloved |
I search for a high, a way to get by |
They’ll judge no matter what so I don’t really mind |
I’m never enough so I act like I’m tough |
But on the inside, I just wanna cry |
I weigh myself, I stuff my face |
I’m half alive, I’m so ashamed |
I kiss him once, I feel nothing |
So I do it all again |
The food, the clothes, the boys, my drugs |
I push it down, I lock it up |
So many ways to waste my time |
I use it all to dry up the flood |
It’s only 'cos I wanna feel loved |
I feel so unloved |
They judge me like we’re not the same |
At least I know, I’m in this game |
We run, we hide, we feel, we cry |
You can’t deny, you feel the pain |
Distractions won’t take it away |
The food, the clothes, the boys, my drugs |
I push it down, I lock it up |
So many ways to waste my time |
I use it all to dry up the flood |
It’s only 'cos I wanna feel loved |
Yeah, I feel so unloved |
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