| Mmm, you don’t understand now be. |
| cause you’re cryin, and you hurt
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| You’ll understand soon enough. |
| soon enough
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| Let him hold you, let him touch you
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| Soon you’ll un-der-stand
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| You’re my best friend’s sister, grown woman and all
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| But you see how I am around girls; |
| I ruin 'em all
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| Plus your mom call me son, around you since I was small
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| Shit I watched you mature — nah, this ain’t right
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| But still when your boyfriend ditched you, life’s a bitch you cried
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| Over my right shoulder I told you to wipe your eyes
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| Take your time when you likin a guy
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| Cause if he sense that your feelings too intense, it’s pimp or die
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| I bought you earrings on your birthday
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| Drove you to college your first day
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| It must be sad, though it hurts to say
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| We could never be a item, don’t even like him
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| You deserve better — this is ugly; |
| Gina, please don't love me There's better guys out there other than me Like a lawyer or a doctor with a Ph. D Think of how upset your mother and brother would be if they found that you was huggin me My conscience is fuckin with |
| me Let him hold you, let him touch you
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| Soon you’ll un-der-stand
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| Man, I look in the eyes of a.
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| this. |
| a kid that stole life and me together.
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| We’re tryin, really tryin to make it work
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| I’m young, and I ain’t ready, and I told you
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| Let him hold you, let him touch you
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| Soon you’ll un-der-stand
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| It ain’t like, I ain’t tell you from day one, I ain’t shit
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| When it comes to relationships, I don’t have the patience
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| Now it’s too late, we got a little life together
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| and in my mind I really want you to be my wife forever
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| But in the physical it’s like I’ma be trife forever
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| A different girl every night forever; |
| told you to leave
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| but you’re stubborn and you love him and,
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| no matter what despite all the fuckin and the cheatin,
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| you still won’t leave him, now you’re grievin
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| And I feel bad, believe me But I’m young and I ain’t ready, and this ain’t easy
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| Wasn’t fair to tell you to wait, so I told you to skate
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| You chose not to, now look at the shit we gotta go through
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| Doin a fight, throw in a fuss, you the mother of my baby
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| I don’t want you to hate me, this is about us Rather me; |
| I ain’t ready to be what you want me to be
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| Because I love you, I want you to leave, please
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| Let him hold you, let him touch you
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| Soon you’ll un-der-stand
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| Mm… listen ma I mean, I seen you workin two or three jobs
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| Daddy left… I I thought I was makin things better
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| I made it worse
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| Let him hold you, let him touch you
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| Soon you’ll un-der-stand
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| Dear ma, I’m in the cell, lonely as hell
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| Writin this scribe, thinkin bout how you must feel inside
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| You tried to teach me better, but I refused to grow
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| God damn I ain’t the young man that you used to know
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| You said the street claim lives, but I wanted things like
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| bling bling ice I was wrong in hindsight
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| Shit we grew apart, try to blame it on your new spouse
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| I know it hurt like hell the day you kicked me out
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| But your house is your house, I ain’t respect the rules
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| I brought crack past your door, beefed with rival crews
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| And who wants to be the mother of a son who sold drugs
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| Co-workers saw me on the corner slingin Larry Love
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| Meanwhile, you workin hard like, two or three jobs
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| Tryin to feed me and my siblings, makin an honest livin
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| Who am I kiddin I, call myself easin the load
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| I made the load heavy, I need money for commissary
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| Try to understand, please
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| Let him hold you, let him touch you
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| Soon you’ll un-der-stand |