Lyrics Nine - Liily

Nine

I smile at my shadow as it laughs back at me
My hands feel like they’re shrinking, I can barely feel my feet
Reminds me of old Sunday’s when the world on its tee
Never felt so normal, but so weird, to be a freak
Nine times I’ve lied
And nine times you healed
Nine times I wondered why you ever stayed with me
What if I can’t bleed when I cut with your razor?
What if I can’t see the way you go down?
What if I don’t know if this is the end all?
Nine times I’ve tried to be with you, my dear
If I can paint a picture of the future, I would
But darling, I can tell you it won’t be easy if I could
Never did I feel like I needed relief
From the suffering I went through just to get back on my feet
Nine times I’ve lied
And nine times you healed
Nine times I wondered why you ever stayed with me
Nine times I’ve shied away from you
Nine times I ran away
What if I can’t bleed when I cut with your razor?
What if I can’t see the way you go down?
What if I don’t know if this is the end all?
Nine times I’ve tried to be with you, my dear
Nine times
Oh, I feel it
Nine times
Oh, I feel it
Nine times
Oh, I feel it
Nine times
Oh, good lord, I feel it