| I remember a time
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| When I cared so much about the future
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| With wide eyes
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| I thought that we would live forever
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| Now those days are a thing of the past
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| They’re fucking dead to me
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| Over the years
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| I have learned the truth
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| I won’t waste my time pretending
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| What I love means nothing to you
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| There’s so many things I’ve never said
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| You will fucking hear them soon
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| I promise you
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| There are days
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| When I feel like I never tried
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| And it takes more then waiting
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| To improve my life
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| Well I miss the days
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| When I felt more alive
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| And nothing in this world
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| Could hold me back
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| But in the mirror
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| I see all that is left of me
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| And how everything changed so much
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| I’ve still got self respect
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| But where’s the confidence
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| In anything that I do?
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| For me it’s always been hit or miss
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| And I ran away from myself
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| When I needed me the most
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| So I’ll wait it out and write it down
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| And stand strong again somehow
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| The future seems too far away to care
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| But the regrets of yesterday
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| Are reminders of how I got here
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| Maybe one day I’ll live forever again
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| But I just don’t see it |