| Daddy wasn’t there, yeah, he was missing
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| Nobody was there to even listen
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| I kept all my problems and kept my feelings hidden, yeah, yeah
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| And I put the blame on me
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| I put the blame on me, yeah
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| I put the blame on me
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| Only 10 years old
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| I’m already numb, yeah, my heart’s getting cold
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| Saw my mama getting weaker, hurt me to my soul
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| The only man she loved, how could he do this to his girl?
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| He put that pistol to her head, I swear he could’ve shot her dead
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| Man, that liquor made him evil
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| I swear that man ain’t have no reason
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| That shit just turned him to a demon, yeah
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| Fast forward a couple years, I done turned 12
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| Living life one hell to the next hell
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| I got cousins touching me inappropriately
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| And don’t nobody believe me when I tell
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| When you learn that your heroes ain’t no one to look up to
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| And the same people hurting you telling you they love you
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| Before too long, you start believing
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| That maybe you’re the reason, yeah
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| Daddy wasn’t there, yeah, he was missing
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| Nobody was there to even listen
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| I kept all my problems and kept my feelings hidden, yeah, yeah
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| And I put the blame on me
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| I put the blame on me, yeah
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| I put the blame on me
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| Daddy wasn’t there, yeah, he was missing
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| Nobody was there to even listen
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| I kept all my problems and kept my feelings hidden, yeah, yeah
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| And I put the blame on me
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| I put the blame on me, yeah
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| I put the blame on me
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| New drama, but I really ain’t new to it
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| Hear 'em laughing at lunchtime and I’m the joke
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| Black and white, was too black for the white folks
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| I can’t do nothing 'bout my face, feeling all out of place
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| Over something I can’t control
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| Fuck is wrong with these people?
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| Or is it something wrong with me though? |
| Yeah
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| Age 16, life’s still mean
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| Mama fell hard, needed rescuing
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| She got a new man, he told her simply
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| She could stay with him long as she don’t bring me
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| I guess she had to make a choice, did what she had to do
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| Chose him over her own kid
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| I don’t know what would make her do this
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| Gotta be something I did, ooh
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| Daddy wasn’t there, yeah, he was missing (Ayy)
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| Nobody was there to even listen (Yeah, yeah)
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| I kept all my problems and kept my feelings hidden, yeah (Ooh)
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| And I put the blame on me (Blame on me)
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| I put the blame on me, yeah (Ooh)
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| I put the blame on me (Blame on me)
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| I was homeless 'til I turned 18
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| Started living with a man I was dating
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| Last thing on my mind was graduating
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| All about survival and money-making
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| I would sing to escape my reality
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| Just tryna play the cards God dealt me
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| Posted myself singing a song 'cause it was on my heart
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| When it went viral, I was working in Walmart (Ayy)
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| I got a new start
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| Taking my pain, turning it into art
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| Turning bad times into hot sounds
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| For the first time, I’m where I belong (Ayy, yeah, yeah)
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| 20 now
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| Making moves, making money now
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| Rainy days hella sunny now
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| Daddy wasn’t there, yeah, he was missing (Ayy)
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| Nobody was there to even listen (Yeah, yeah)
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| I kept all my problems and kept my feelings hidden, yeah (Ooh)
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| And I put the blame on me (Blame on me)
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| I put the blame on me, yeah (Ooh)
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| I put the blame on me (Blame on me) |