| Look, okay like watercolor memories
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| Autumn brought a better me
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| Hand-written letters I felt better when you read to me
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| Intertwined like tether
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| Wear my sweater while you textin' me
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| Galaxies of separation I can feel you next to me
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| Your love is like ketamine
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| Destructive but it’s what I need
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| And I just get invested in the ones who aren’t the best for me
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| I just get to stressin', aggressive, overprotective
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| And you really had to hit me with the fuckin' read at 3:03
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| I could see the truth in the stars in my room
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| Remember listenin' to tunes watchin stars in my coupe
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| But now my vision gettin' blurry anxiety and the worry
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| And look I just saw your snap you’re at the bar with that dude
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| And look like people change, redirecting, rearrange
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| Wonder if you mean it when you tell me that you needed me
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| Seepin through my armor that surroundin' me
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| I’m bleedin' please
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| How does someone even go from mean to me to leavin' me
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| I love how you can speak on me but you won’t even speak to me
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| For real
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| I just wish these bitches would just leave me alone
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| Like you could get me uber eats and suck my pp then go
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| And I been thinkin' of the times you fall asleep at your phone
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| Just layin' next to you was hopin' you was playing my song
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| I’m feelin' miserable and hopeless i’m, coping
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| The love that I have for you is deeper than any ocean
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| And listen
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| Watercolor melodies playin' chain of memories
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| Staying up in bed i’m never stressin' when you’re next to me
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| Every little thing just reminds me of you
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| I see your face in constellations in the stars in my room
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| Yeah
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| Ay
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| Look
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| And i’m just sittin' in my room and i’m thinking of you
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| Yeah
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| Look
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| And when you’re sittin' in your room hope you think of me too
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| Or somethin'
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| I guess |