Lyrics First Time - Last Day Before Holiday

First Time

Everyone’s around me But I don’t seem to care
The world surrounds me It’s all I want to stare
Thoughts are running
In circles in my head
What I need know
Is to catch my breath
My heart is beating in my chest
Don’t you see it’s beating faster
We may try but with no success
Our lives are already written somewhere
This time I won’t repeat myself
You’d better leave me free to make sense
Out of my life, going nowhere
Don’t try to find me Before you’re here I’m sure I’ll be far gone
Where I can live
A life away from all the things I’ve done
You know I cared for you
But there’s no time for such regrets
I’ll be there alone with me For the first time in my life
Sun is blinding, I’ll walk on all the same
The wind is forcing me to turn my head aside
My heart is beating in my chest
Don’t you see it’s beating faster
We may try but with no success
Our lives are already written somewhere
This time I won’t repeat myself
You’d better leave me free to make sense
Out of my life, going nowhere
Don’t try to find me Before you’re here I’m sure I’ll be far gone
Where I can live
A life away from all the things I’ve done
You know I cared for you
But there’s no time for such regrets
I’ll be there alone with me For the first time in my life
What I’ve become will be my only blame if I’m happy with myself
And with all of these pages written with you
Don’t try to find me Before you’re here I’m sure I’ll be far gone
Where I can live
A life away from all the things I’ve done
Don’t try to find me Before you’re here I’m sure I’ll be far gone
Where I can live
A life away from all the things I’ve done
You know I cared for you
But there’s no time for such regrets
I’ll be there alone with me For the first time in my life
There’s no reason to feel all of this shame
Be yourself is still your right