| I bit my nails to the bone this afternoon
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| I knew they’d figure it out but I never thought that it’d be so soon
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| Can’t bring myself to load this up and take what I deserve, he grabs my hand
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| and says there’s so much more for you to learn
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| I’ve forgotten how to sleep now
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| I’ve got some demons, if I run then they’ll just chase me down
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| I’ve got an ache, an itch, a taste
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| I’d hang it up but I can’t let these thoughts just go to waste
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| I’ll hear no angels singing when that final breath is exhaled
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| The numbers burned my skin
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| There’s not a way to pretend
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| Take your seats and let me start off from the day it began
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| The man was gone in a minute
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| They’d never know that I did it
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| It’s the kinda thing ya feel at first but start to forget it
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| I drink and fuck then smoke my thoughts away so that my brain can rest,
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| the demons in my head won’t let me sleep they say its for the best
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| I don’t fit into this skin that I’ve been placed in, I’ve got this urge I can’t
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| control and I’m not waste-in-it
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| A man at 42 with 6 attempted suicides, no emotions felt as I stuck the blade
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| and watched his eyes
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| I was sick, I was torn, I was so fucked up, could have buried me alive in all
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| the pills that I’d crushed up
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| I just love playing god, the options at my fingertips, I’ll take it slow,
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| you’ll be my slave and we’ll go through this list
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| I wanna wear your skin, I wanna see you bleed, I’ve gotta watch you squirm,
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| fulfill the devils needs
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| I’ve got an itch, an ache, a taste
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| I’ll give it up the day I meet my maker face to face
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| The numbers burned my skin
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| There’s not a way to pretend
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| Take your seats and let me start off from the day it began
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| The man was gone in a minute
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| They’d never know that I did it
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| It’s the kinda thing ya feel at first but start to forget it
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| I drink and fuck then smoke my thoughts away so that my brain can rest,
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| the demons in my head won’t let me sleep they say its for the best
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| Its depression, aggression, am I awake is the question, what if it swallows me
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| whole before I make my confession
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| I’m a fraud and a fake, I pick and choose then I take, it’s high I can’t put
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| down, I think I’ve made a mistake
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| I call out to a god just one last time
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| Maybe he’ll show his grace and rid me of this life of mine
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| It comes with shivers and wet skin
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| You close your eyes and then you’re welcoming them all in
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| The numbers burned my skin
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| There’s not a way to pretend
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| Take your seats and let me start off from the day it began
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| The man was gone in a minute
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| They’d never know that I did it
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| It’s the kinda thing ya feel at first but start to forget it
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| I drink and fuck then smoke my thoughts away so that my brain can rest,
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| the demons in my head won’t let me sleep they say its for the best |