Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song I'll Always Be Proud, artist - Landon Tewers.
Date of issue: 28.08.2016
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
I'll Always Be Proud |
Drunken sleep, a shepard without his sheep |
Taking what you’ve said and slowly admitting defeat |
And when the casket closes and all my mistakes are exposed |
It’ll be such a relief for you to know the road that I’d chose |
And when you think of me in your bed when you’re trying |
To fall asleep some nights I hope I’m not remembered as a fuck |
Or someone you despise, I’m composed of cheap cigs and fast |
Food, I need your time but I’m not trying to intrude |
I just needed you to hear me, not the guy you’ve heard |
That sings those songs the real me with feeling, the one |
Who did you wrong, I long for just a minute, a minute of your time |
I’ll probably ask for forgiveness 'cause right now I’m in my prime |
Every single second of every day and every moment I replay |
All of the words I said the ways I left you broken, I’m choking And soaking in |
things she wrote in her notes and I feel a lump in my throat |
Just wishing time could be frozen, detached I relapse and sit |
Back and watch the days pass, maybe it’s best if I’m forgotten |
With no backlash, and it’s somehow so soothing to see you Finally move on, |
I don’t feel like I’m losing, it just hurts when you flaunt, I want something |
more for you than I could ever |
Give, it makes me fucking sick inside you’d choose me over him |
'Cause I can’t buy you nice things or even things that you need |
I’d steal the moon for you or food for you and starve while you |
Feed, can’t you see? |
I’m a mess, an added stress, a vacant nest |
Glued together by memories and you said it best, life’s a bitch |
Until we die and for the longest time I tried to tell myself that That was a |
lie, and I’d shy away from thoughts like that but now |
I just thrive, some days I feel as if my brain won’t let me |
Unwind, I sound so pathetic but I’m losing my pride, but I can’t |
Hide in it, I’ll die in it before I subside, don’t leave me hanging |
All your things packed in your car and I’m facing all the things |
That I said, all the nights stuck in my bed wishing you could |
Leave, but you were scared of losing me, watching your car pull |
Out of the driveway for one last time, I’m sick and I’m stuck in a |
Rut it’s a thin line between all the tensions, the suffering and |
Trials, and my own self absorbed way of life, I’m a child |
I wanna taste you one more time, and tell you you’re all mine |
But now I’m left with no spine, and all the blame’s just mine, it’s |
A crime to hold you here with those eyes, if you ever see or Think of me I hope |
you realize that you’re better off now, and |
I’ll always be proud |