Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song Andria, artist - La Dispute.
Date of issue: 10.09.2018
Song language: English
Andria |
You still cross my mind from time to time |
And I mostly smile |
Still so set on finding out where we went wrong and why |
So I retrace our every step with an unsure pen |
Trying to figure out what my head thinks |
But my head just ain’t what it used to be |
Then again, what’s the point anyway? |
I remember you ascending all the stairs up to the balcony |
To see if you could see me hidden quietly away |
I remember the skin of your fingers |
The spot three quarters up I’d always touch when I was out of things to say |
You held my hand, but you were too afraid to speak |
You were too afraid to speak and I could never understand |
I remember when you leaned in quick to kiss me |
And I swear not a single force on earth could stop the trembling of my hand |
I remember how you smiled through the smoke |
In a crowded little coffeehouse and laughed at all my jokes |
And I remember the way that you dressed |
While we wasted all the best of us in alcohol and sweat |
And I remember when I knew that you’d be leaving |
How I barely kept up breathing and I bet if I could to do it all again |
I’d feel the same pain |
I remember panicked circles in the terminal in tears |
How I wept to god in fits, I’ve hated airports ever since |
It must be true what people say |
That only time can heal the pain |
And every single day I feel it fade away, but |
I still remember how the distance tricked us |
And lead us helpless by the wrist into a pit to be devoured |
I still remember how we held so strong to this |
Though we had never really settled on a way out |
I still remember the silence |
And how we’d always find a way to turn and run to our mistakes |
I still remember how it all came back together |
Just to fall apart again |
My dear |
I hear your voice in mine |
I’ve been alone here |
I’ve been alone here |
I’ve been afraid, my dear |
I’ve been afraid, my dear |
I’ve been at home here |
I’ve been at home here |
You’ve been away for years |
You’ve been away for years |
I’ve been alone |
I’ve been alone |
I’ve been alone |
I’ve been alone |
I breathed your name into the air, I etched your name into me |
I felt my anger swelling, I swam into its sea |
I held your name inside my heart but it got buried in my fear |
It tore the wiring of my brain, I did my best to keep it clear |
So dear, no matter how we part I hold you sweetly in my head |
And if I do not miss a part of you, a part of me is dead |
If I can’t love you as a lover, I will love you as a friend |
And I will lay a bed before you, keep you safe until the end |