| I’ve had people that I love, get taken away
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| I’ve had people I’ve trusted, change up, or get led astray
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| Death is only the beginning though
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| Even if they still alive, shit is different, yo
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| A door closes while another slowly inches open
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| Try not overthink and blow it
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| But when the time is really by you’ll know it
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| Eyes reveal, truth flies, try to conceal
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| Lie to my face, but you wise, buying is real
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| But that’s a favor that they did for me, I’ll probably thank 'em
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| Y’all know if this was 1992, I’d probably shank 'em
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| Still, I chill, calm and cold, like Oran «Juice» Jones
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| Be careful with your karma, you might tarnish your soul
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| But, that’s your journey, I try not to judge you
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| Got my own bills to pay for and my own hells to run through
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| I’m not beneath you or above you
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| Funny how «I love you» turned to «fuck you»
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| To thyself be true
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| I shall stay true
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| Stay true
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| true in the game
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| Dirt on my soul and mud on my pants
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| Smoke from my gun and blood on my hands
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| I’ve been through it all so what is my stance
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| Back against the wall still loving my chances
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| Buttered my bread and recovered my advances
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| Shuttered my senses, never stuttered my answers
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| Overdoses to homicides, suicides, and cancers
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| Chopped out the fake, gave you an hour of glances
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| But I’m still standing here, after all these years
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| Speaking my truth, this is all this is
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| All the nightmaring and dreaming
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| All the demons I’ve been haunted by
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| Angels have been keeping me alive when I want to die
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| Kept me feeling there’s a reason I should persevere
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| My memory is foggy, I can see my purpose clear
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| So many things to be afraid for, but the worst is fear
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| Yesterday is gone and so are you, it hurts to hear
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| I could’ve burst in tears, instead I write this letter
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| We had to wave the white flag, couldn’t fight forever
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| I don’t think I’ve been the same since the ties have severed
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| See the truth, but the lies are better
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| So be true!
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| I shall stay true
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| Stay true
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| true in the game |