
Date of issue: 06.07.2009
Record label: Suburban Noize
Song language: English
Cousin of Death |
Glory fades and glory days ain’t always what they seem |
Give all I got and make my salaat and dream my broken dreams |
I crawl inside, ball up and hide, tuck my pain away |
And hope to God I fall into a sleep where I can stay |
We all got bills to settle, we all got a price to pay |
And if I make it through the night I can fight another day |
They say it’s better to burn out than it is to fade away |
I just hope to God I can fall into a sleep where I can stay |
(Slaine) |
It was a couple of years ago that I started becoming numb |
No one could understand where all my words were coming from |
Having visions of a nine-to-five, a wife, a blunt, a son |
Of a life of hustle getting by with some of the running gun |
Is it best to be a crumb? |
My ex says he’s a bum |
Lashing out in violence whenever my destiny it hung |
In the balance, rum, I’m drinking gallons, some think that my flows |
Are more poetic than the poems of Edgar Allen Poe |
But I know that I’m at a challenge though |
I can hold an old Calico to my dome and let my talents go |
Shit, I spent my whole life around the violence so |
I planted seeds of hate oh I let my habits grow |
I slept with the homeless, I copped with the fiends |
Lost the love inside my heart, I even forgot what it means |
Seen the ripest nights turn into the rottenest schemes |
But through it all I have never forgotten my dreams |
When the gutters fill with blood that’s spilled from friends that pass away |
And memories of eulogies while standing by their graves |
Just trying to survive we wind up living lives like slaves |
I hope to God I can fall into a sleep where I can stay |
We all got beef to settle, we all got demons to slay |
And if I pray all through the night I can fight another day |
They say it’s better to burn out than it is to fade away |
I just hope to God I can fall into a sleep where I can stay |
(Ill Bill) |
Rest in peace to my homie Sob |
I stand before an altar of open sepultures and coffins |
I heard Javier got killed, it didn’t seem real |
With an army of goons drinking straight vodka to deal |
We live and die by the gun, wear our hearts on our sleeves |
Even though our compassion’s destined to die on the streets |
What’s left over a cold hollow murder machine |
With an appetite for malevolence, perversion, and greed |
When one of us dies we don’t really learn anything |
Outside the funeral doing bumps, burning trees |
Plotting revenge, crying over fallen angels |
Sometimes your friends die the most awkward strangers |
I can’t lie, sometimes this life makes me a stranger to myself |
But I’m pulling myself together, it’s bigger than just me |
As I spit this bear witness to truth |
My unborn seed listens while I spit in the booth |
Glory fades and glory days ain’t always what they seem |
Give all I got and make my salaat and dream my broken dream |
I crawl inside, ball up and hide, tuck my pain away |
And hope to God I fall into a sleep where I can stay |
We all got bills to settle, we all got a price to pay |
And if I make it through the night I can fight another day |
They say it’s better to burn out than it is to fade away |
I just hope to God I can fall into a sleep where I can stay |
Artist lyrics: La Coka Nostra
Artist lyrics: Slaine
Artist lyrics: Ill Bill