| She don’t like what I bring to the table, now that bitch eats alone
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| Panicking hoping nobody finds her phone, a mannequin planet you are a fake
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| little clone
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| But I’ve been here before, this is a pattern that hinders my growth
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| She takes and she takes and they turn to embrace my mistakes to erase but they
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| filled up with hate when I started to blow
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| Here take this pill
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| But aim to the face will erase ill will, I was displaced since birth,
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| born to decay in the Earth no chill, caught in the hornet’s nested orbit,
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| caught in the webs of the story, spot and sold for the glory, left you for
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| something new and so boring, that shit is slimy, are all friends grimy,
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| but they know the truth
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| I’m in the booth with a noose around my neck, I’m living proof that she’s here
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| to cash my check, I give her two but she’s here to slash my best
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| Her breezy excursion, my name in her mouth everyday she ain’t learning,
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| that’s why you got left in the dust and it’s burning
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| So let me make it ever so clear, no God no more living in fear
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| Get your mind numb, time to fly I’m tiresome
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| I’m losing fights with myself (I'm feeling trapped in here)
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| Suicidal thoughts, time to finalize my plots, abusing all of my wealth (feeling
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| like you’re trapped in Hell)
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| Get your mind numb, time to fly I’m tiresome
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| I’m winning fights with myself (I'm feeling trapped in here)
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| Suicidal thoughts, fuck that it’s time to plot, too much love for myself (now
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| I’m crawling out of Hell)
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| Trapped in the dark (in the dark)
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| Love lost, a collapse in the heart
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| From the start, had a passion for art couldn’t pass who they gas when I spazz
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| from the start
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| Ran fast like fame’s been the same, chasing hoes and my soul that remains
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| Auto-pilot as I stroll through the day, convo with the bros but I hold in the
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| pain
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| Feel like I got hit by a train, I indulge in the drink the liquor is in my veins
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| Chilling with a chick that I met at the club, take her home then I fuck,
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| Ion even know her name
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| Damn, and the cycles repeat, most nights I can’t even sleep, I was tryna be
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| living my dreams, running through quicks and I sing
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| That was 2014 and a nigga made it out, 4 years later homie look at the account,
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| knew that I could get it, a nigga was independent, had to work a little
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| different just to get a quicker route
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| Now you probably see me living with a smile, was bout to throw in the towel til
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| I figured it out
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| Nothing about the clout, it’s all about who you with, only rock with my clique
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| and everyone in the crowd |