| Remember your brother, your father, your cousin, your friend.
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| Life ain’t over now, matter of fact is just began.
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| I’m on a mission, this is just the way it had to be.
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| Can’t be mad at me cause I’m tryin ta feed my family.
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| When ya think of me, picture the sad little boy ya know that’s trapped in a
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| grown man.
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| And when ya picture me see me in the world full of fans alone and far from his
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| homeland.
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| Cryin in repetition, feedin his family, bein the definition of hard core.
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| And tryin ta be what you expected out of me. |
| Gotta be proud of me without
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| slavin over an hourly.
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| I know it’s feelin I’ve advanced in the dark, keep tamperin with what I’m so
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| inammered with in his heart.
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| Gotta come better, be better than the average competitor, when I’m impressin
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| the press and execs, etc.
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| It’s lookin like it’s easy, but it easily eats at me people need a piece of me
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| but home is where I need ta be.
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| If you lookin for me and don’t see me just leave your loved ones for months and
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| see who still want ta be me.
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| If you wake up and I’m not there cry for me cause damnit I swear,
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| nothing can ever stand between us but time rewind.
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| If you wake up and I’m long gone close your eyes and play my song nothing can
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| ever stand between us but time, rewind.
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| If I could rewind time, I would de-beast me, have you behind n9ne baby,
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| cause I’m crazy.
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| Do dirt to a kind lady. |
| At first you were mine, maybe. |
| That hurt you but lyin
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| baby.
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| Cause I was gone, and physically gone, and spirit gone, mentally long gone.
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| Lookin out for the nigga that get near it? |
| Now when you come home,
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| Some of the jon is you dearest. |
| I put a million on it you that thinkin of me
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| when you hear it.
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| It’s cool tho, rappin should’ntmake you let you boo go, especially when the man
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| is workin takin joo doe.
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| back then I was strugglin baby, now it’s a new show. |
| instead of a maybach I
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| guess you prefer a pujo.
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| And night your callin my name, n drive him insane, incredible pain,
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| you got with no monitary gain,
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| I’m sorry baby that’s coming from the heart of the n9ne, I know your thinking
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| of me right in this moment wishing you could just rewind.
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| Bet you just wish I could just rewind time, work a 9−5, wouldn’t have found
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| n9ne.
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| Coulda just found time to kick with all who that I’ve neglected and find my
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| place a blank face in a office space,
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| cause I can’t get it right get it right, everybody I kno be steadily mad at me,
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| cause they be callin me ringing my phone wanna kno what’s the matter with me
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| when I’m traveling,
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| I could just put the whole city behind me, never let anyone find me drop off
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| the face of the earth my vacation hurts them the worst,
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| ya explain it to my wife why daddy gotta go bye bye, live out his dreams so bye
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| bye,
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| and dry I the eye eye of my son and tell him why daddy been gone so long only
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| seein him off
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| and on and tuck him in for me and maybe when I get back he’ll remember me,
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| and cry for me the big guy who had me and would gladly die for me and why you
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| sitting idly wonderin what’s inside of me,
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| rewind the times when we kicked it right along side of me |