Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Fanmail , by - Kj-52. Song from the album The Yearbook: The Missing Pages, in the genre ПопRelease date: 31.12.2007
Record label: Capitol Christian
Song language: English
Fanmail |
| My arms are sliced up but I’m not embarrassed |
| It’s the only way I get attention now from my parents |
| It’s not like they really take the time to be caring |
| They just use me to watch the baby when they run they errands |
| My name is Erin, I got a friend named Karen |
| She gave me your CD with the track for Eminem |
| You wrote a song called #1 fan I listened and |
| I wanted to know if you can help me like you was helping them |
| She had something even harder to be mentioning |
| Like every single day I struggle just with fitting in |
| Plus the boys won’t give me no attention and |
| I get teased and made fun of by all my friends and then |
| See I’m feeling like I’m wishing now that I could end |
| My life cuz I’m sick and tired of all the time I spend |
| Trying to figure out how I could be worth anything |
| Can you help me KJ from your fan |
| I’m writing this letter |
| Cause I have to tell ya |
| I need some help from you |
| I’m writing this letter |
| I hope that you get it |
| I need some help from you |
| I live with my mom ever since my parents split |
| And At home I spend my time on the Internet |
| Looking at porn I’m addicted and I’m sick of it |
| Myspace.com is mostly where I’m getting it |
| On top of that there’s videos that I can watch |
| And I really wanna quit but its like I can’t stop |
| See I’m scared that I’m just gonna get caught |
| And when I see a girl all I think is dirty thoughts |
| And its not that I don’t know that it’s really wrong |
| But its right there for me every time I’m logging on |
| I got all your CD’s I really like your songs |
| Well I downloaded em but anyway moving on |
| My screen name is KJ-52 is the bomb |
| I want to do a website KJ rock’s dot com |
| I really some help cuz I can’t tell my Mom |
| Oh by the way my real name is |
| I’m writing this letter |
| Cause I have to tell ya |
| I need some help from you |
| I’m writing this letter |
| I hope that you get it |
| I need some help from you |
| I took the time just to write you |
| We play you every Wednesday at my youth group |
| I love your music and we all think that you’s cool |
| But I been struggling ever since I moved to a new school |
| See everybody thinks that I’m the perfect Christian girl |
| I had a hard time trying to believe that God is real |
| I’ve been on mission trips and camps the whole deal |
| My dad had cancer tho I prayed that God would heal |
| But he died anyway so it’s hard to feel |
| Like he cares about me so was it God’s will |
| To take away my dad I really got a raw deal |
| Sometimes I just want to swallow all my mom’s pills |
| When I pray I really doubt it |
| I’ve lost my way or maybe I’ve never found it |
| I been smoking and drinking nobody knows about it |
| By the way my name is _____ don’t mispronounce it… |
| I’m writing this letter |
| Cause I have to tell ya |
| I need some help from you |
| I’m writing this letter |
| I hope that you get it |
| I need some help from you |
| If I could write to every kid that’s out there |
| Every kid that’s hurting feels like nobody cares |
| I would tell them that God can wipe away tear |
| And he’s right near and I would say it quite clear |
| Your here for a reason you’re not a mistake |
| You are a special creation that God himself made |
| To the victims of abuse to every girl that was raped |
| You can live you can be free from your pain |
| And find strength and no longer be ashamed |
| You can find peace and hope In Jesus name |
| You ain’t gotta live with this hurt every day |
| Christ came to give you life in a much better way |
| To every kid right now that’s full of hate |
| And bitterness I’d tell em just to give it all away |
| To the one that came to take all the blame |
| That’s what I’d write here’s what I’d say |