| I’m in here chillin' in my room thinking about where I’m at
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| Thinking about where Ima go and thinking how Ima get
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| All the shit a nigga need so they think Ima star
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| Need to buy some new chains probably cop a new car
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| I need to get a new bitch one that everyone want
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| One that could suck a good dick but she tell me she don’t
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| But deep inside I’m like why man cause I’m not that guy
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| Don’t need all them materials man I just need to get by
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| Sometimes I wish I didn’t want
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| Why is people so greedy?
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| Why we don’t all come together so we ain’t got no more needy?
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| I remember back in high school I use to ask you for change
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| Now you asking for advice crazy how shit’ll change
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| That’s half the reason why I got so much damn anger in heart
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| And I’m like fuck these hoes can’t tell these niggas apart
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| I’m tired of living with grudges mayne but shit I’m like fuck it
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| My heart use to be filled with love now it’s filled up with trouble
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| I’m tired of mama texting me saying this shit gon' get better
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| Cause I’m down, cause I want better for my sister and brother
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| Better choices better decisions and less consequences
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| I gotta vision though it’s vivid if everyone was with it
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| The world would be a better place
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| That’s our way for a book
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| And Ima call that shit uh, I gave not I took
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| I don’t wanna want
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| I wanna be content
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| Say I don’t wanna want
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| Let me vent
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| Say I don’t wanna want
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| I wanna be content
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| I don’t wanna want
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| Let me vent
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| And as I look outside I see I’m blessed than a bitch
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| Looking over my city but I’m stressed than a bitch
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| People asking about my album like my shit don’t exist
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| The label tell me I’m a star but I don’t feel like shit
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| I’m still rocking plenty shows still got plenty hoes
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| But goddamn niggas act like they don’t know I got flow
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| If I drop my shit today swear to god it’s gon' go
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| And I promise ya’ll it go harder than any rapper you know
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| I guess my disadvantage is a nigga being from Texas
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| They think I’m good cause they see me in these Rari’s and Bentleys
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| Or is my disadvantage me wanting to be my own boss?
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| And not being under Wayne T.I. |
| Diddy or Ross
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| And that right that make me think about the rappers before me
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| If we stayed true to us this shit wouldn’t be all on me
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| I would have some type of help
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| Someone I could go to
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| To tell me what I need to do
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| When this shit I go through
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| But the blame ain’t on you
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| I’m just tryna show you
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| And that I’m doing all this shit I told myself I won’t do
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| To all the rappers after me just know right now I’m going through
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| All this shit for you and me so you won’t have to go through
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| I don’t wanna want
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| I wanna be content
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| I wanna be happy with life
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| But I can’t be, right now cause I feel like God put me in this situation where
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| I gotta make a better situation for the next
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| Not just rapping this for my family, for my friends
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| For people that don’t even know me might not ever meet me or ever hear from me
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| I just feel like I’m one of them people
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| I’m a leader
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| A message
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| I’m bigger than what I’m doing right now
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| I’m bigger than my album that I’m to put out that’s about to go platinum
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| I’m bigger than all that
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| This right here this just a stepping stone into what I really need to be doing
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| with my life
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| You know what I’m saying?
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| But at the end of the day
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| I don’t wanna want |