| Woe is me and yes you left my heart in pain
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| Frozen overflowing oceans now just clog my brain
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| Drowning in the thought that we will never be the same
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| You chose the potion over family, for that I’m so ashamed
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| This honey elixir is thicker than blood you figure
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| Brothers mothers sisters run thinner inside your liver
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| Me as your father bothered the farther you go it’s harder to harbor these waves
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| get
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| Larger for starters said fuck this picture
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| Fucking quitter
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| You realize all the things you had in store?!
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| You once had dreams like that of kings but you gave up queens to love a whore
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| But now your poor knocking on the door to kingdoms unexplored
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| Your future was so golden like Midas tried and write your final score
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| I watched you grow from chromosomes to bones and traits of human beings
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| But this honey in your soul has grown and now it pulls the strings
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| And of course we want to see you high but these drugs are foolish wings
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| So when your crashing from the sky just know we love you when we sing sing
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| You left my heart in pain
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| Hanged through the darkest rain
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| Drained through the largest veins
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| Change was the hardest thing
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| And these endorphins pumped inside are dormant hiding all my torment
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| Engaged to new bad habits now that seem to need divorcing
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| Like a headless Horseman cause my hearts asleep and hollow
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| Need to burrow sorrow mine will stretch indefinite like no tomorrow
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| And though it’s vital
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| Can’t answer things like «who's your idol»
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| Life has got me suicidal need distractions for survival
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| They say I should read the Bible
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| But no I’m taking needles, getting higher than an eagle
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| So I stand with God as equals, without the honey I feel feeble
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| That’s why I’m getting high
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| And I would hide inside the sky, because to dive would be with people
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| And all they did was judge me claiming that they fucking loved me
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| But if they did, then why persist in tryna take me from my honey?
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| But now my lovely’s just a memory
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| Flew too high and burnt my feathered wings
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| So when I crash upon the mezzanine
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| Don’t laugh just nod your head and sing
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| For me subconsciously it’s hard to be so nonchalant and hardening
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| Cause part of me is arguing with other parts thats pondering
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| Quite the paradox or not but rather an anomaly
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| I’m passed the heart break I’m just repairing all my arteries
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| Preparing for a war between better judgement and whores
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| Walking the tight rope between fine loving and gore
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| Teetering on the edge between lost hopes and door that connects to
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| The rest of the last dreams scenes that I’ve adored
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| I gave you all I could and you’re still asking for more
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| If I could stretch out to infinity you still wouldn’t be sure
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| And we all should draw a line, but yours wasn’t defined
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| So through the pain I couldn’t find time to escape all your allure
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| They’re emotionally poor tho' quick to claim riches
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| Honey coated lines and lies from fake bitches
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| And I don’t like the lime or light so take pictures
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| On your own accord but just know that I ain’t with ya
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| I ain’t with ya, drink fire the flame spitter need pain killers
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| From all of these tiger like fang kissers, so hang Rivers
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| And while he’s gasping for his breath
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| Know he gave you everything so death is really all that’s left yes |