| A few men have had to die for that line right there
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| Me, I just have to live with it
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| Cause I’ve seen a few dead and a few killed
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| And I’ve spent my life trying to forget it
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| I let no substance free me from reality
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| I sit alone with your ghost and your memory
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| And I face it
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| And I take it
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| And it takes me to that place where pain lives
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| And it takes me to numbness and indiffernce
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| Gets to the point where I can’t identify faces
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| But I see scales like a snake of every color imaginable
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| Ram horns, cat eyes and it’s mouth is a blackhole
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| And I see white and gold hues and indescribable glow
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| Angelwings on strange beings
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| And they don’t walk, they float
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| Saint Peter hold the gate for me
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| I’ve talked to God and I pray it ain’t too late for me
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| But times have been hard I had to use that gun you gave to me
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| My eyes are blurry and I just wanna know who’s taking me
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| (Who's taking me) Saint Peter Ladidadida
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| Eyes wide open I see beings like Set and Ra
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| And I’m travelling on planes most will never go
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| Inside the Gisa Pyramid before I come back home
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| And to my body and I look around when I’m alone
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| Still got my gun on and I go out and I’m hunting’em
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| My cousin’s killer and altough I am a peaceful man
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| My aunt’s unhappy there’s only one way I can deal with that
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| Kill’em all body for body leaves the world empty
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| I’m alright with that
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| I have more loved ones in hell than where I’m at
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| So keep poking at me
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| My fire will only grow and I will turn this fucking earth into a blackhole
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| But you should know
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| The weight of a body’s more than a couple hundred pounds
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| And you carry that weight with you til you go in the ground
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| I feel like it’s dragging me down so I get stronger
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| There’s no animal on earth with the same hunger
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| They wanna look at my plate to see what I’m eating
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| That’s the catch
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| I haven’t eaten, I’m starving
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| So start retreating
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| They wanna see me on a stretcher
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| Father forgive them for they don’t know better
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| But I’ve been doing this forever
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| And they’re all trying to make hits and trying to grow bigger
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| While I’m in trenches with the killers and my skin’s getting thicker
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| Know the day you go against me is the day you meet God
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| Cocksuckers still think it’s a facade
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| Bow your heads and close your eyes
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| Maybe we’ll be friends on the other side
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| Or you can find a place in hell to hide
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| Cause I’m gonna die
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| Where I was born
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| So just bury me on the northend
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| So I can sleep with that gunfire
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| That soothing conversation
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| And when it’s my turn to sit down
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| I’ll sit down til I’m done
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| And when it’s my turn to lay down
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| Well boys it’s been fun
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| As bad as I’ve been
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| Is as good as I can be
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| Say that an play my songs when you go to bury me
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| Until then it’s orchestras played by AK-47s
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| And it’s get right with God you’re going to heaven
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| The devil don’t want anyone who fucked with me in his presence
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| And when you play these words you can feel my essence in the room with you
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| right now
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| And I bet you’re wondering how?
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| It’s the motherfucking Boogeyman
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| I possess gifts that weren’t meant for humans and words can not describe them
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| And I can not describe her
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| You’ve gotta numb every nerve to feel how I feel
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| You’ve gotta kill your own kind and steal from the blind
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| And be willing to do anything if you land in a bind with no bond
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| And you just sit and have to do the time
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| Doing life locked in my mind
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| Take a number and come suffer
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| I haven’t sat with my mother in the better parts of a decade
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| How cold you think that makes a motherfucker?
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| Sometimes when the wind blows I wish I could climb inside it
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| And let it take me where it will and just close my eyes and ride it
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| And ask for it to drop me in the ocean
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| And I’ll sink so I can be around things that don’t think
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| Hey son
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| Sorry I’m calling so late…
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| Hey I was thinking of y’all making these songs all about killing
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| And you know what I’ve always thaught you
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| About keeping things in the existance (?)
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| (Can't make out words…)
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| … All of you daily
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| …I'm just gonna leave you with…
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| (Can't make out words…)
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| I love you |