Lyrics Joy & Pain - Khalil

Joy & Pain

Met you you played with my dreams dreams to make it on the movie screen people
know me and identify
Signed and sold you half of my life
Now we read statistics
See a product
Follow trends and jump on the hype learned so much about this game in a short
time nothing ever ends how it seems on the first sight and thats why i hold my
feelings inside of me dont want to hurt you babe
But that shit hurts inside of me
Sides of you i never liked to see
Miss your smell and you wake up aside of me should i stay or finally leave, you
And i put you first
No one ever gave me the love that i needed see me hurt and they watch me
bleeding sharp their knives and chop me up to pieces ey you broke a man,
are you happy now
Tell me do you like the feeling
Do you get exicted about it now you know that you broke my heart in a million
Ask myself why though
Feel like im loosing control
Feel like im loosing myself on a lie that I told only thing I had left was a
dream and a hope only thing i had was the picture you left me with baby why
would you do this
When im back here
Thinking back about the fights that we had
So we could find a way to make it through it this time we not giving up
That shit between us has always been magic baby no matter what happens
Lean back and trust me whe I say your special so close to perfection
Baby your heaven sent
And i know that one day
Imma see you again
Met you you played with my dreams dreams to make it on the TV screen people
know me and identify
Signed and sold you half of my life
Now we read statistics
See a product
Follow trends and jump on the hype learned so much about this game in a short
time nothing ever ends how it seems on the first sight and thats why i hold my
feelings inside of me dont want to hurt you babe
But that shit hurts inside of me
Sides of you i never liked to see
Miss your smell and you wake up aside of me should i stay or finally leave, you
And i put you first
No one ever gave me the love that i needed see me hurt and they watch me
bleeding sharp their knives and chop me up to pieces ey you broke a man,
are you happy now
Tell me do you like the feeling
Do you get exicted about it now you know that you broke my heart in a million
Ask myself why though
Feel like im loosing my soul
Feel like im loosing myself on a lie that I told only thing I had left was a
dream and a hope only thing i had was the picture you left me with baby why
would you do this
When im back here
Thinking back about the fights that we had
So we could find a way to make it through it this time we not giving up
That shit between us has always been magic baby no matter what happens
Lean back and trust me whe I say your special so close to perfection
Baby your heaven sent
And i know that one day
Imma see you again
Ey if this is what you been waiting for
I been grinding you want me to fall
Ok shoot me promise i go get back up
Waiting for me to make my last call
Remember back
I mean way back
Back to the time i was a kid with a dream
Life turned avril lavigne
The moment i tried to be
Different to fit in their picture
Be what they want me to be
See i tried my best and played all of the roles that you wanted and i know we
been friends, yeah we been homies
Till the day we found out what a friendship truly needed and wanted
Worried cause since i signed to that label
Baby yeah i got the deal
You been judging me from the moment i told you
Man its an amazing feel
Always trying my best to play it real
Keep my head up and slowly
Never care about problems we had
Shit i am trying to stay strong
This time