| The phone rings, it’s a quarter to 9
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| I’m slippin' on some fresh kicks and jacket with matching lining
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| My boys on the line and announcing the time and
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| How I need to hurry cause its bout to be live man
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| A parties jumping off DJ’s bringin' beats
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| My boys bringing his girl, the one he met last week
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| Mad geeked he says peace and ends the conversation with that
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| Not sure what to expect, but that’s the beauty perhaps
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| So I rush out of my crib followed by the door
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| Meet up, get to the club, make my way to the floor
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| I’m seeing girls showing flesh, dancing shoes in full effect
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| My boys in the vicinity his girls to his left
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| Rubbing her bootie on me, when his heads turned right
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| Yo a cutie indeed, damn, but something ain’t right
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| So I ignore her gestures, and proceed with my business
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| Just enjoying music and some physical fitness
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| And when the nights over yo we’re back at my boys crib
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| He dips to the store, so I’m alone with his mistress
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| She sits at a distance… but what is this?
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| She’s throwing charm like javelins traveling within inches
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| I duck and dodge but now her hands on my leg
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| Damn she’s creeping towards red I hold my head and beg…
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| Father, don’t let me be tempted, cause I been that route
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| Sayin' father don’t let me be tempted I been there before
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| And after nights like that, I’m dead tired at work
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| Behind on deadlines and a boss that’s a jerk
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| 2 years under my belt, sitting here, what’s the worth?
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| Staring at a screen until my vision is blurred
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| Word, I’m trying to get by, cause I must survive
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| Living for measly checks till the day that I die?
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| Never that, settle that I hear a voice in my head sing
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| Just then I see a pen and timecard for weeks ending
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| Yeah I worked plenty, but the question is when
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| I can say I worked 20 when I only did 10
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| And pretend, cause with the extra ends there’s plenty to spend on
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| Or if accounts in the red, it’s what I’ll depend on
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| Once the rents gone, and its due real soon
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| So I’m convincing myself, my lies could be true
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| And its funny, how money can change your thinking
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| Like a boat that floats false hope when your sinking
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| I’m flinching I pause with a pen in my palm
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| I see two doors so to my lord I sing this song…
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| I’m saying, twist ya thinking caps to the side
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| I’m saying one time for your mind one time
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| I’m like walking the ave on a hot ass day
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| Just got off that job with that modest pay
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| But yo I’m on my way hold up on my way
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| Banks close at 6 and cash is calling my name
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| So as I rush the door I brush shoulders with this stranger
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| Who gets angered, throwing curses my way
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| Straight disturbed but I say «sorry man» and keep walking
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| But he keeps talking shouting «chink!» |
| from his coffin
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| Often that words left herbs bloody like tampons
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| The setting’s ironic cause someone’s bout to get banked on
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| I’m amped son, blood is pumping through veins
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| I’m making knuckle sandwiches and lunch is on me now
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| I know with every pickle there’s a way out
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| Just brush my shoulders off and go with the safe route
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| But this time it’s different, or is it? |
| I play out
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| These thoughts in my mind, then from my mouth I sang out… |