| The ghost of Mandela, hope my flows they propel it
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| Let these words be your earth and moon
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| You consume every message
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| As I lead this army make room for mistakes and depression
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| And with that being said my nigga, let me ask this question:
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| When shit hit the fan, is you still a fan?
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| When shit hit the fan (one two, one two)
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| When shit hit the fan, is you still a fan?
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| When shit hit the fan, is you still a fan?
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| The ghost of Mandela, hope my flows they propel it
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| Let these words be your earth and moon
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| You consume every message
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| As I lead this army make room for mistakes and depression
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| And with that being said my nigga, let me ask this question:
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| When shit hit the fan, is you still a fan?
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| When shit hit the fan, is you still a fan?
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| Want you look to your left and right, make sure you ask your friends
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| When shit hit the fan, is you still a fan?
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| Do you believe in me? |
| Are you deceiving me?
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| Could I let you down easily, is your heart where it need to be?
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| Is your smile on permanent? |
| Is your vow on lifetime?
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| Would you know where the sermon is if I died in this next line?
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| If I’m tried in a court of law, if the industry cut me off
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| If the government want me dead, plant cocaine in my car
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| Would you judge me a drug-head or see me as K. Lamar
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| Or question my character and degrade me on every blog
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| Want you to love me like Nelson, want you to hug me like Nelson
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| I freed you from being a slave in your mind, you’re very welcome
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| You tell me my song is more than a song, it’s surely a blessing
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| But a prophet ain’t a prophet til they ask you this question:
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| When shit hit the fan, is you still a fan?
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| When shit hit the fan, is you still a fan?
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| Want you look to your left and right, make sure you ask your friends
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| When shit hit the fan, is you still a fan?
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| The ghost of Mandela, hope my flows they propel it
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| Let my words be your earth and moon you consume every message
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| As I lead this army make room for mistakes and depression
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| And with that
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| Do you believe in me? |
| How much you believe in her?
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| You think she gon' stick around if them 25 years occur?
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| You think he can hold you down when you down behind bars hurt?
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| You think y’all on common ground if you promise to be the first?
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| Can you be immortalised without your life being expired?
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| Even though you share the same blood is it worth the time?
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| Like who got your best interest?
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| Like how much are you dependent?
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| How clutch are the people that say they love you?
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| And who pretending?
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| How tough is your skin when they turn you in?
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| Do you show forgiveness?
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| What brush do you bend when dusting your shoulders from being offended?
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| What kind of den did they put you in when the lions start hissing?
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| What kind of bridge did they burn?
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| Revenge or your mind when it’s mentioned?
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| You wanna love like Nelson, you wanna be like Nelson
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| You wanna walk in his shoes but you peacemaking seldom
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| You wanna be remembered that delivered the message
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| That considered the blessing of everyone
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| This your lesson for everyone, say
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| When shit hit the fan, is you still a fan?
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| When shit hit the fan, is you still a fan?
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| Want you look to your left and right, make sure you ask your friends
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| When shit hit the fan, is you still a fan?
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| The voice of Mandela, hope this flow stay propellin'
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| Let my word be your Earth and moon
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| You consume every message
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| As I lead this army make room for mistakes and depression
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| And if you riding with me, nigga
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| I been wrote off before, I got abandonment issues
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| I hold grudges like bad judges, don’t let me resent you
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| That’s not Nelson-like, want you to love me like Nelson
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| I went to Robben’s Island analysing, that’s where his cell is
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| So I could find clarity, like how much you cherish me
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| Is this relationship a fake or real as the heavens be?
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| See I got to question it all, family, friends, fans, cats, dogs
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| Trees, plants, grass, how the wind blow
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| Murphy’s Law, generation X, will I ever be your X?
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| Floss off a baby step, mauled by the mouth of
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| Pit bulls, put me under stress
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| Crawled under rocks, ducking y’all, it’s respect
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| But then tomorrow, put my back against the wall
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| How many leaders you said you needed then left 'em for dead? |
| Is it Moses, is it Huey Newton or Detroit Red?
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| Is it Martin Luther, JFK, shoot or you assassin
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| Is it Jackie, is it Jesse, oh I know, it’s Michael Jackson, oh
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| When shit hit the fan, is you still a fan?
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| When shit hit the fan, is you still a fan?
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| That nigga gave us «Billie Jean», you say he touched those kids?
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| When shit hit the fan, is you still a fan?
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| The ghost of Mandela, hope my flows they propel it
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| Let my word be your earth and moon you consume every message
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| As I lead this army make room for mistakes and depression
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| And if you riding with me nigga, let me ask this question nigga
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| «I remember you was conflicted
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| Misusing your influence
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| Sometimes I did the same
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| Abusing my power, full of resentment
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| Resentment that turned into a deep depression
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| Found myself screaming in the hotel room
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| I didn’t wanna self destruct
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| The evils of Lucy was all around me
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| So I went running for answers
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| Until I came home
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| But that didn’t stop survivor’s guilt
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| Going back and forth trying to convince myself the stripes I earned
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| Or maybe how A-1 my foundation was
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| But while my loved ones was fighting the continuous war back in the city,
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| I was entering a new one
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| A war that was based on apartheid and discrimination
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| Made me wanna go back to the city and tell the homies what I learned
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| The word was respect
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| Just because you wore a different gang color than mine’s
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| Doesn’t mean I can’t respect you as a black man
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| Forgetting all the pain and hurt we caused each other in these streets
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| If I respect you, we unify and stop the enemy from killing us
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| But I don’t know, I’m no mortal man, maybe I’m just another nigga»
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| Shit and that’s all I wrote
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| I was gonna call it
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| Another Nigga but, it ain’t really a poem, I just felt like it’s
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| something you probably could relate to. |
| Other than that, now that I
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| finally got a chance to holla at you, I always wanted to ask you about a
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| certain situa--, about a metaphor actually, you spoke on the ground.
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| What you mean 'bout that, what the ground represent?
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| The ground is gonna open up and swallow the evil
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| Right
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| That’s how I see it, my word is bond. |
| I see — and
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| the ground is the symbol for the poor people, the poor people is gonna
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| open up this whole world and swallow up the rich people. |
| Cause the rich
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| people gonna be so fat, they gonna be so appetising, you know what I’m
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| saying, wealthy, appetising. |
| The poor gonna be so poor and hungry, you
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| know what I’m saying it’s gonna be like… there might be some cannibalism
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| out this mutha, they might eat the rich
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| Aight
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| so let me ask you this then, do you see yourself as somebody that’s
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| rich or somebody that made the best of their own opportunities?
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| see myself as a natural born hustler, a true hustler in every sense of
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| the word. |
| I took nothin', I took the opportunities, I worked at the most
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| menial and degrading job and built myself up so I could get it to where
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| I owned it. |
| I went from having somebody manage me to me hiring the
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| person that works my management company. |
| I changed everything I realized
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| my destiny in a matter of five years you know what I’m saying I made
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| myself a millionaire. |
| I made millions for a lot of people now it’s time
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| to make millions for myself, you know what I’m saying. |
| I made millions
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| for the record companies, I made millions for these movie companies, now
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| I make millions for us
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| And through your different avenues of success, how would you say you managed to
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| keep a level of sanity?
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| By
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| my faith in God, by my faith in the game, and by my faith in «all good
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| things come to those that stay true."You know what I’m saying, and it
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| was happening to me for a reason, you know what I’m saying, I was
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| noticing, shit, I was
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| punching the right buttons and it was happening. |
| So it’s no problem, you
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| know I mean it’s a problem but I’m not finna let them know. |
| I’m finna
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| go straight through
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| Would you consider yourself a fighter at heart or somebody that only reacts
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| when they back is against the wall?
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| Shit,
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| I like to think that at every opportunity I’ve ever been threatened
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| with resistance, it’s been met with resistance. |
| And not only me but it |
| goes down my family tree. |
| You know what I’m saying, it’s in my veins to
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| fight back
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| Aight well, how long you think it
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| take before niggas be like, we fighting a war, I’m fighting a war I
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| can’t win and I wanna lay it all down
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| In this country a
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| black man only have like 5 years we can exhibit maximum strength, and
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| that’s right now while you a teenager, while you still strong or while
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| you still wanna lift weights, while you still wanna shoot back. |
| Cause
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| once you turn 30 it’s like they take the heart and soul out of a man,
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| out of a black man in this country. |
| And you don’t wanna fight no more.
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| And if you don’t believe me you can look around, you don’t see no loud
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| mouth 30-year old muthafuckas
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| That’s crazy,
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| because me being one of your offspring of the legacy you left behind I
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| can truly tell you that there’s nothing but turmoil goin' on so I wanted
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| to ask you what you think is the future for me and my generation today?
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| I think that niggas is tired of grabbin' shit out the stores and next time it’s
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| a riot there’s gonna be, like, uh, bloodshed for real. |
| I don’t think America
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| know that. |
| I think American think we was just playing and it’s gonna be
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| some more playing but it ain’t gonna be no playing. |
| It’s gonna be
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| murder, you know what I’m saying, it’s gonna be like Nat Turner, 1831,
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| up in this muthafucka. |
| You know what I’m saying, it’s gonna happen
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| That’s
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| crazy man. |
| In my opinion, only hope that we kinda have left is music
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| and vibrations, lotta people don’t understand how important it is.
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| Sometimes I be like, get behind a mic and I don’t know what type of
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| energy I’mma push out, or where it comes from. |
| Trip me out sometimes
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| Because the spirits, we ain’t even really rappin', we just letting our dead
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| homies tell stories for us
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| Damn
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| I wanted to read one last thing to you. |
| It’s actually something a good friend
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| had wrote describing my world. |
| It says:
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| «The caterpillar is a prisoner to the streets that conceived it
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| Its only job is to eat or consume everything around it, in order to protect
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| itself from this mad city
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| While consuming its environment the caterpillar begins to notice ways to survive
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| One thing it noticed is how much the world shuns him, but praises the butterfly
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| The butterfly represents the talent, the thoughtfulness, and the beauty within
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| the caterpillar
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| But
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| having a harsh outlook on life the caterpillar sees the butterfly as
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| weak and figures out a way to pimp it to his own benefits
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| Already surrounded by this mad city the caterpillar goes to work on the cocoon
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| which institutionalizes him
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| He can no longer see past his own thoughts
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| He’s trapped
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| When trapped inside these walls certain ideas take roots, such as going home,
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| and bringing back new concepts to this mad city
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| The result?
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| Wings begin to emerge, breaking the cycle of feeling stagnant
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| Finally free, the butterfly sheds light on situations that the caterpillar
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| never considered, ending the internal struggle
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| Although the butterfly and caterpillar are completely different,
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| they are one and the same.»
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| What’s your perspective on that?
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| Pac? |
| Pac?
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| Pac?! |