| I’m always getting shitted on son, ain’t gonna be no, no different | 
| Can you accept me as I am? | 
| I ask you | 
| Always, the love lords? | 
| I need you | 
| Can you open your heart to mine and accept me and all my faults | 
| During the human course activity, watch me give me my room | 
| I am radiant, give me my space, I am light | 
| Yo, 2/27/98 I wrote a check out | 
| To H.W. | 
| funeral home for my little sister Christina | 
| 15 years old damn man this fuckin world is so cold | 
| 8 months before I had to do three years | 
| Coming from the air port my face burning with tears | 
| I had this black cloud hovering over me | 
| Far back as I can check back down my family tree | 
| Its been with me since my first LP | 
| 2nd LP I was sittin in court | 
| 3rd LP I was trapped in the belly of the beast, got it back to the streets | 
| By the power of the mind and positive of light | 
| Some say livin is death and dying is life | 
| I say pray for me that I should be born tonight | 
| I remember roaming the streets in those cold winter nights | 
| Look at me this is my life | 
| Suddenly my life feels so alone, tell me what the hell is going on | 
| Tell me, tell me, why my life feels so alone, so wrong | 
| Tell me what the hell is going on | 
| Help me, please help me | 
| I can’t even begin to explain the mental anguish | 
| I went through as a child when I heard my pops had passed | 
| I went to see him on the sick bed | 
| With my grandmother, that day I knew it was the last | 
| I loved him but I had to grow up without him | 
| Over the years I’ve lived through frustrations and questions | 
| In 90' I went to jail as an adolescent | 
| Then in 92' my moms had to go back to the essence | 
| Got me thinkin about the meaning of my existence (I lost my best friend) | 
| I realised the devil was spying on my from a distance | 
| He don’t want me to receive my blessings he fear me | 
| My family suffered more deaths then the Kennedy’s | 
| This is real and if you don’t believe me ask someone that grew with me | 
| Know them and feel my energy | 
| Please never fabricated nor duplicated so I ask you | 
| Can you open you hearts and minds and receive me with all my faults | 
| Can you open your hearts and minds unconditionally to begin to understand my | 
| cause | 
| Hey yo this world is a pool of sharks | 
| But I’m the animal right when I stand up for myself and bark | 
| And this year I gotta go all out for it | 
| I’ve been hustlin for 13 years, nothin to show for it (I mean nothin) | 
| Lookin over my bills damn they eaten me up | 
| Entertainment task force watchin so what the fuck | 
| I paid my taxes too fuck you and your uncle | 
| The laws of nature will see me through | 
| And yeah I peep it and naw it ain’t no secret | 
| How niggas give their word with no intentions to keep it | 
| I’m givin you the roots of the real | 
| My emotional feelings bi-polar is how I feel |