| I’m always getting shitted on son, ain’t gonna be no, no different
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| Can you accept me as I am? |
| I ask you
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| Always, the love lords? |
| I need you
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| Can you open your heart to mine and accept me and all my faults
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| During the human course activity, watch me give me my room
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| I am radiant, give me my space, I am light
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| Yo, 2/27/98 I wrote a check out
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| To H.W. |
| funeral home for my little sister Christina
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| 15 years old damn man this fuckin world is so cold
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| 8 months before I had to do three years
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| Coming from the air port my face burning with tears
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| I had this black cloud hovering over me
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| Far back as I can check back down my family tree
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| Its been with me since my first LP
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| 2nd LP I was sittin in court
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| 3rd LP I was trapped in the belly of the beast, got it back to the streets
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| By the power of the mind and positive of light
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| Some say livin is death and dying is life
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| I say pray for me that I should be born tonight
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| I remember roaming the streets in those cold winter nights
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| Look at me this is my life
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| Suddenly my life feels so alone, tell me what the hell is going on
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| Tell me, tell me, why my life feels so alone, so wrong
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| Tell me what the hell is going on
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| Help me, please help me
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| I can’t even begin to explain the mental anguish
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| I went through as a child when I heard my pops had passed
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| I went to see him on the sick bed
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| With my grandmother, that day I knew it was the last
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| I loved him but I had to grow up without him
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| Over the years I’ve lived through frustrations and questions
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| In 90' I went to jail as an adolescent
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| Then in 92' my moms had to go back to the essence
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| Got me thinkin about the meaning of my existence (I lost my best friend)
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| I realised the devil was spying on my from a distance
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| He don’t want me to receive my blessings he fear me
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| My family suffered more deaths then the Kennedy’s
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| This is real and if you don’t believe me ask someone that grew with me
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| Know them and feel my energy
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| Please never fabricated nor duplicated so I ask you
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| Can you open you hearts and minds and receive me with all my faults
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| Can you open your hearts and minds unconditionally to begin to understand my
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| cause
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| Hey yo this world is a pool of sharks
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| But I’m the animal right when I stand up for myself and bark
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| And this year I gotta go all out for it
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| I’ve been hustlin for 13 years, nothin to show for it (I mean nothin)
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| Lookin over my bills damn they eaten me up
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| Entertainment task force watchin so what the fuck
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| I paid my taxes too fuck you and your uncle
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| The laws of nature will see me through
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| And yeah I peep it and naw it ain’t no secret
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| How niggas give their word with no intentions to keep it
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| I’m givin you the roots of the real
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| My emotional feelings bi-polar is how I feel |