
Date of issue: 06.10.2016
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
Grubby |
Up the stairwell |
Chip fat grey, and London green with damp |
Out on the fifth floor, where the wind grips your jaw |
And holds you in its clamp |
There’s a red door, bordered by mottled glass |
And inside, a lighted lamp |
Pius live here |
Pius is tired, but can’t sleep, she twitches, wired |
She lies beside a sleeping body, a girl she barely knows |
She met her in the pub, and it went the way it goes, the girl’s name is Rose |
But Pius is lovesick for her Thorne |
She left her in the Summer |
And since then, Pius can’t get warm |
She’s carried her stuck in her side since the day that she was born |
She dreamed of her and knew her shape long before she saw her form |
Well, it’s 4:18 |
And Pius has been staring at the blinds for hours |
She tells herself it’s all her fault |
She doesn’t love, she just devours |
Can’t sleep, so much to do |
Tryna get closer to you, and you’re so far away |
Tryna get hold of what’s true, and what’s true isn’t true when it’s day |
Tell me, how can I sleep? Got so much to do |
I’m trying to get closer to you, and you’re so far away |
All that I say and I do are things that you do and you say |
How come I’m becoming the one that I’m running from? |
Hunted by, slurring my words in the pub, feeling nervous and overexcited |
Arms 'round the waist of a girl who might make it alright for a night |
Yeah, she takes me to places, then I lie beside of her, wake while she sleeps |
And I feel much closer to you than I felt |
When you were still here, spill beer till you reappear |
I’m thinking of you |
And the things you do to me |
I’m thinking of you |
And the things you do to me |
Pain in my liver, ok, shame |
So much shame, can’t bear my frame, can’t bear your name, ok |
Can’t bear this game, let’s play, new rules, old rituals |
Guilt trip, heartstrings snap, want to, can’t go back, too much |
Not enough, I can’t get your claws out my gut |
I’m thinking of you |
And the things you do to me |
I’m thinking of you |
And the things you do to me |
This is my mind, get out of it |
You didn’t want it, how come you’re still hanging around in it? |
This is my body, let go of it |
You didn’t want it, how come you’re still fucking controlling it? |
This is my night, get lost in it |
This is my bridge, stop crossing it |
This is my face, stop smiling |
This is my space, you’ve been gone so long |
How come I still find you hiding? |
Fighting me, I’m fighting my darkest parts |
I’m fighting nighatmres tied to my hands 'round my own throat |
'Cause you’re the snake charmer and I’m the old rope |
No hope, just go, now, please just leave |
Still in the air that I breathe, I’m stranded |
Arms outstretched from my body, anybody |
Here’s a body, but I wake up and I can’t stand them |
I feel so grubby |
Don’t want, can’t stop, just love me |
Breath like a cigarette stubbed in the gutter |
Come close, no, wait, don’t touch me, I’m ugly |
Pushing for a phonecall, beep beep |
Looking through names for the one that feels most dangerous |
I can’t believe you’re in love again |
I can’t open my heart to anybody but strangers |
I’m thinking of you |
And the things you do to me |
I’m thinking of you |
And the things you do to me |
I’m thinking of you |
And the things you do to me |
I’m thinking of you |
And the things you do to me |
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