Lyrics Patience - K4

Patience

Will they fall with the leaves of autumn
Or meet they bitter demise during the winter skies?
Shall I bring doom and spread gloom
Or am I the break in the summer and take them under?
Not sure when it’s going down
But I know it will
Not sure when it’s going down but it will
I’m not sure when it’s going down but it will (x2)
Must face it though, my patience low
Because of drills I saw is why hate fills my core
Never stayed after I sprayed but I’m sure I killed before
When you was in your sweet house saying peace out, I was still at war
I blaze and react in major flak but little things I will ignore
Lined with stress, everyday I’m trying best not to hurt nothin'
Most learned when they felt that burn it ain’t worth frontin'
But I’m one for guessing since I been gone so long they ain’t run the lesson
I’ve been forgotten by the younger freshmen
‘Cause locally these little niggas been provoking me
Normally be no accepting but my PO and my record be choking me
Due to my two offenses back in my criminal days
If I give into the rage I’ll be forever living in a cage
So I hold my tongue, control my gun
Think about my growing son
‘Cause obviously these niggas don’t know where I’m from
Not sure when it’s going down but it will
I’m not sure when it’s going down but it will (x2)
Must face it though, my patience low
It’s them remarks when I pass talking all smart fast
Got me ready to stomp out or spark they ass
Just trying to earn a living so had to turn civilian
To blend in, studied Discovery Channel and learned chameleon
To hold down my little maintenance job
It’s dangerous, hard, they gang facade
When we back an hour a day they bang the yard
In front of the train station all I can think about is what to bring in the
house
These cocky fools runnin' obstacles and routes to my offspring and my spouse
One asked me: «what the fuck you lookin' at?»
Fake courage ‘cause he cookin' crack
I’mma sec from book and back with the mac, all hooded black
To take his life but what good is that?
I clench my teeth to avoid instant beef that would come official
I said «easy brotha, I don’t want it with you»
I walked off of course, the kid vexed slid to the rest
Doing my bid sweats went to the park and did sets
To release that big stress
Not sure when it’s going down but it will
I’m not sure when it’s going down but it will (x2)
Must face it though, my patience low
Got a set mind that next time they try and horse
No more turning cheek, I’m applying force
Come through in a breeze, leave a lying corpse
In about a week they toss a bottle at my feet
Can’t let this go no longer, I gotta speak
Y’all boys is debate type
I bring the noise, y’all take flight
Couldn’t survive a ‘85 late night
When I swarmed seas, I was the great white
Don’t make me kamikaze this corner
‘Cause I know y’all punani, a bunch of performers
You must be confused by the uniform
But I know how to use tools and do you wrong
It ain’t hard to see, y’all must be retarded trying to target me
Never had a gun jam, one-man armory
You was in soiled diapers, when I was dippin' avoidin' snipers
You ain’t live niggas, y’all just they annoying likeness
My name still shake bells where it’s too ill for you to make sales
And just be warned, when it’s on I don’t take Ls
It could go down, however y’all wanna do it
I ain’t talkin' no more, which one of y’all niggas threw it?